Isaac POV: (MALE LEAD)
Today my summer break should've started. All of my friends have graduated. I really wish I could've been with them. Then maybe at least I wouldn't have to spend the rest of my life in this hospital room.
It always smells like disinfection, despite my pointless effort to make it smell otherwise. The countless empty spray cans on the floor, which used to be full of air freshener says it all. My nurse insisted on throwing them away, but I wanted them there. It made this empty room seem a little fuller.
Today I have another body scan. My body used to be fine up until middle school, then one day I just fainted during gym class and well I've been here every since. With the exceptions of going home once or twice on holidays. Otherwise I've always been here.
I thought I might've grown a little more comfortable in this room as time passes, but still nothing.
I decided to go out for a stroll along the beach. My nurse did a check up just in case and said I could go as long as I'm careful and don't stay out too late.
And there I first saw her.
Her beautiful dark brown curls were flowing in the wind and her eyes were closed, looking content at the sea in front of them.
I wanted so badly to go up to her, but it seemed like she was with a group of friends and it would probably be weird for me to go up and talk to her. So I didn't. I began to feel faint and headed back to the hospital which I dreaded so much.
The obligation of having to lie in bed all the time, made me realize how useless my body really is. Maybe it was because I hadn't moved around in a long time, but I always feel extremely faint whenever I stand and walk around too much.
That night I wrote in my diary about out first encounter. At the end I wrote about definitely trying to see her again. Something about the way she looked in the sun just drawed me in, in a way I can't even begin to explain.
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A/N: I luvs, I really felt like updating this.
So what do you think about him so far?
I really wanted to write a Christian romance book about a girl on summer break and a dying boy. This will be sad and I hope i can put these scenes in my mind into words well. Sorry if there are grammar mistakes :)
