𝚂𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝙲𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚢 𝙺𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚜 |Steddie/Harringrove|

1: Why Him?

Steve sat in his bed crying all day and all night since that day, he can remember it vividly. He watched the life drain out of his lover who was screaming and crying, he didn't try to save him, he thought it was all his fault.He was devastsated and sure he would never find a love like that again. Yes Billy may have been possessive over him but Steve knew he loved him with all his heart. He was sat in his bed sobbing while watching some old videos of him and Billy while thinking of all the good times they had together. God he missed him, more than anyone would ever know. But they did, Dustin and the other kids visited him everyday just to make sure he hadn't hurt himself. The thought of Billy was enough to make his eyes water. Two hours later he sat bawling his eyes out while looking through pictures of him and Billy lying together. As he was sobbing Dustin walked through his bedroom door with a piece of cake for Steve
"Steve....How many times have I told you not to look at those pictures?" Said Dustin
"Too many..." Said Steve
Dustin sat down on Steve's bed and Steve hugged him and cried into his shoulder. Dustin shushed and comforted Steve as he continues to sob as his breathing got more unsteady and infrequent.
"Steve you need to calm down and breathe", Dustin said in a panic, "Breathe with me"
Dustin started to take deep breaths and Steve followed along with Dustin's instructions eventually calming down.
Dustin said "Steve I need to ask you something"
"Yeah?" Steve asked
"Well-"
To be continued......