Mine ･ Namjin (SLOW UPDATES)

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[Unedited] tw: abuse

6 years ago

No one POV

"Thank you!" They said to the bus driver before getting off. "You think father's home today?" Jisoo asked, "I hope not,"

Their father worked a lot but that doesn't mean he wasn't home. But they didn't like that, they both hated him terribly. He was an abuser, hot headed and was just a straight up asshole.

They were all victims of his abuse, for most of their life almost, especially Jin considering what he was born with, their mom wasn't free from it either.

Jin hopes everyday that maybe someday soon he'll be gone from his life for good. He has caused his family too much pain, he can't stand it. But he's powerless against him.

Then they saw his car, "oppa, I'm scared" Jisoo said with an uneven voice. Jin held her hand and sighed, hoping he's in a good mood today.

Their hopes were filled with disappointment when they got inside. Their parents were arguing and father was red.

"You!" He yelled at Seokjin. "Do you know what this is!" He had a journal in his hands, it was jin's diary. Jin lost his breath for a second, his greatest fear came true.

He chucked, all his father could see was red. "I always knew there was something different with you from the moment you were born," he started. "You're a god damn faggot!"

"You got a boyfriend too don't you! Does he know that you're a freak of nature? That you're a mistake of life. You're gonna get knocked up and be a whore like your aunt too, aren't you?!"

Jisoo was scared for her brother, she didn't know what he was going to do to him. Their mom signaled she go to the kitchen, so she did that.

Jin had tears in his eyes as his father threw his diary at him, then charged at him. He closed his eyes then a phone started ringing.

Jin opened his eyes, seeing he was at the mall.

It was just a dream, a memory, he wished didn't come back to him.

Jin wiped his tears before accepting the call, it was Namjoon. "thank you joonie," he said under his breath.

"Hey baby," Namjoon beamed with his signature dimple smile before noticing jin's watery eyes.

"What's wrong? You alright Jinnie?" He asked. "It's nothing.. just my hormones acting up.. anyway how's the studio hunting going?"

"Alright," Namjoon replied. "Yoongi-hyung and I actually found a really nice studio for us, he's working on the legal fees right as we speak,"

"I'm glad," Jin smiled, slightly surprised they found a studio already in almost 4 hours. He suddenly felt a pair of eyes on him, sending chills down his spine.

Jin's smile dropped, and he looked up to see nobody, but he felt like he was being stalked.

"Jinnie, you sure you're okay? Want me to come get you?" Namjoon suggested, worry written on his voice and face.

"Y-yeah I'm fine, just a little bored that's all. The girls left to the restroom so I was alone for a bit but not anymore now that you've called," Jin replies.

"Alright, but if you're not feeling well, don't be afraid to tell me okay?"

"I know, I know. thank you joonie,"

"I love you jin," Namjoon said suddenly. jin giggled, "I love you too,"

"Ew you two are so cheesy," yoongi said peering into the camera. "says you, you act like this with jimin all the time," namjoon remarks.

jin snickered at the two, then he looked up and saw the girls were back. "hi namjoon!" they said. "hey," he said back along with a fake smile. He still didn't like them too much, especially Irene.

"Oh would you look at the time, it's almost 3pm. Don't wanna be late for your date do you Jin," Joy stated. Jin told them he had a date with Namjoon later that afternoon.

"Oh you're right," Jin said. "We can drop him off for you Namjoon," Seulgi suggested. "That's alright, I'm on my way to the mall now. Yoongi's got everything under control for the studio,"

"Can't be on the phone while I'm driving, be there in 20 minutes, love you Jin!" "Love you too!" Jin said before Namjoon ended the call.

"20 minutes? Let's hope he doesn't get a speeding ticket or two," Wendy spoke out.

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Namjoon was able to get Jin on time, luckily he didn't get pulled over. They went to the olders house to get ready for the date.

Namjoon picked the park near by for their date, Jin's mom was home today so she packed their food for them, she hugged her son before the two of them left.

They held hands on their walk to the park, reminiscing their life together so far.

"Remember when we were walking to your house after school and a few girls were squealing at us holding hands," Namjoon started. "When?" Jin giggled. "That's happened a few times to us, probably the same people too,"

"Wonder if they're gonna be there again," Namjoon laughed. He gazed at Jin with hearts in his eyes, feeling content.

They sat at a picnic table, placing their things before sitting next to each other. The breeze from the wind felt nice with the warm sun shining upon them, few clouds were in the sky.

They spoke with their hearts with each other, forgetting the world exists while focusing on their lover. They felt they were falling in love all over again, with the kind and sweet words they exchanged.

"We're graduating next month aren't we," Jin brought up. Namjoon sighed. "Indeed we are, you nervous Jinnie?"

"A little, I feel like we won't see our friends a lot. They'll be busy with their jobs and making money, heck us as well," Jin answered. "Don't even get me started on college,"

Namjoon smiled. "I'm sure we'll all make time for each other, but don't fret too much about the future love, it'll all be fine."

Jin nodded his head and took a bite from his food, he can't help his nerves still. He's due in December and there's gonna be a lot of changes to their live before and after that day comes.

He's gonna miss not seeing his friends everyday, but like Namjoon said he's sure they'll make time for him as he will for them.

An hour past by, their food long done, now cuddled on a park bench. The girls they mentioned earlier did walk by, sharing the usual squeals and smiles before leaving the couple alone.

Jin mentioned the time, saying they should get going, it was getting a little late after all. Namjoon agreed before saying he needed to use the restroom first.

Jin stood outside while waiting for Namjoon, with their picnic basket in hand. Suddenly he felt the atmosphere change, his heart rate increased. He was being watched again.

"Ready to go baby?" Namjoon asked. Jin froze for a sec before nodding, taking hold of one of Namjoon's hands while they walk home.

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I'm back with a new chapter finally!

Life's been a little hectic as I was in the process of moving but now that I've settled in, I can get back to finishing this!

Also, Namjoon's solo album released not long ago. How's everyone feeling about it? I think its great! My definite favourite is between Still Life and Hectic!

Anyway, hope everyone has a great day/night or whenever you're reading this! Bye 💜💜💜