Never say goodbye (Ciel x reader/Oc story)

Sad Extra chapter!

This chapter is just a drabble I had in mind.

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Sophia's Pov

"IMPURITIES!!! BE GONE!!!!!" Ash Landers shouted before Sebastian slowly turned him into literal ash. I sat behind him, trying to heal the wounds that he got... Wait... Where's Ciel?!

I know that we just had a fight earlier, but even so, he is still the one I love...

"D-dad! Where's Ciel?!?!" I stood up, wobbily. He tried to catch me, but I pushed him away.

"He's right over there." He pointed towards the edge of the bridge and I saw a hand holding to it for dear life..

"C-Ciel!!" I hurried to where he is and tried to pull him up.

Dad smiled at Ciel and I. 'I should've healed his other arm so that he could help me pull Ciel up.' I mentally facepalmed as I felt Ciel's grip on my arm slightly loosen.

I looked at Ciel, alarmed that he is trying to let go.

'I love you... Don't forget that...' he mouthed and smiled before letting go completely.

"CIEL!!!" My eyes watered and before I knew it, my body reacted and jumped after him.

My eyes widened when he started to glow as he fell down...

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No...

This can't be happening...

My tears started to escape my eyes as we dropped further down.

Ciel's smile dropped as he closed his eyes, accepting his fate.

His cinematic record was playing before my very eyes...

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That horrible fire...
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That time when he almost drowned to save Elizabeth
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Then the time... We met?
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After the time we met, all of his record chapters had either me being with him, or him just thinking of me...

And thats when it hit me...

If he ever forgets...... He would most probably forget....... Me.....

"CIEL!!!" I shouted, trying so hard to reach him, before his cinematic record finished playing... Or else...

He would die...

"If a person's destined time of death is moved due to a mistake, the exact same person must choose if he or she wants to die or forget... But if you want to save that human, you could cancel it with your heart.."

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"CIEL DON'T FORGET US!!!" I closed my eyes as I heard the splash of water...

'Its a choice between regret or regret... But I think that letting him live without his memories is better than... Letting him die...' I let my tears flow down as I crashed into the water, losing my consiousness awhile after...

'Don't forget... That I love you...'

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I woke up in what looks like a few hours later.

I changed my favorite black dress and walked towards the kitchen, only to be greeted by father on the way out.

"Papa... How is Ciel doing?" I looked at him, trying to stop myself from crying again.

"He's already awake... But it seems like he only remembers... Me and the servants..." He frowned.

"Oh... Isn't that good? I could go home without him trying to make me stay anymore. I could walk around the manor without him being on my tail anymore... I could live freely once again..."

I thought that I prepared enough for the news... But my chest still felt like it was being hollowed out with the spoons that Papa never seems to use. Haha, get it? Cause Papa always fights with forks...

I chuckled humorlessly before smiling weakly at papa...

"But I will miss him doing those things... Too much..." My tears started to run down, and it seemed like they wouldn't stop at nothing..

Papa hugged me and rubbed my back, trying to make me stop. But I felt like that won't be happening.

"This is all my fault! If only I held onto him tighter!" I started to beat on papa's back as I sobbed into his shoulder.

"If I did, this wouldn't have happened! If I did.......... He wouldn't have forgotten... We could've found a way to forgive each other......"

I screamed at the top of my lungs as papa kept on comforting me...

"I'M SUCH AN IDIOT!!!" I collapsed on top of papa, then I heard footsteps come closer.

"Sebastian." A firm voice said...

The voice of the one I loves the most...

The voice of the one who....... Forgot me....

"Who is this lady?"