Where Am I?

Living Hell

These days I am sooo..... tired. I need to do a lot of work in the new job I got. It almost feels like they are using me. wait I forgot to introduce my self didn't I ? .Well my name is Silvia Rutherford. I am poor since I am an orphan all my life . So I need to work really hard to pay my rent bills and everything. I am 19 years old. I know I'm quite young for a job right? anyways I've got no choice. I do business and have money enough for a living. But the problem is I get too much work to do!!! The problem is I didn't want to get anyone on my bad side so I did everything they wanted me to do. Some even took credit for my work and some even blamed me for no reason saying that when they got something wrong with there reports that I adviced them to do it.Oh I almost forgot. There are a lot of bastards in this office but the biggest bastard is the Boss. He has a lazy useless personality and he does all the work at the last minute. And oh! sorry ! not that HE does everything, he gives all the work to the silent employees like me. Once I got to do a report which ussually would have taken a month to do to be done in one week!. "You crazy bastard! What do you think I am ?!" I screamed at the boss.( but only in my head of course) Somehow I got that report done. With no sleep for at least 5 days straight drinking coffee to keep me awake. Everyone took advantage of my kindness. Ok so I am gonna teach u how they ask me ot do work. There must be some book written for it cuz they all use the same steps.

                                                            Steps to get work out from Silvia

                                                                          1. Talk friendlily

                                                                          2. Praise her

                                                                          3. Flatter her

                                                                          4. Tell her to do all your work

                                                       ps. we can assure it will work 100% (:>)
                                                               - best friend at office 

"You think i'll do that?!.Do u think that I'm that STUPID?" I screamed (inside my head of course). Guess I am admitting myself to be an idiot since I do them. Then after all this nonsense I go back to my apartment and start reading a book which always cool me down. I don't have to hold back since no one is around to hear me and I scream, laugh and sometimes(very rarely) cry and sometimes even curse ( most the time ). If u were around, then u would probably think I ran away from the mental hospital. The books which I read ussually have the same plot as heroine gets main attraction , boys always get attracted to her , and always so weak and naive. They always need a prince or some other bastard to save them. and the villainess always does something stupid and ends up dying. ALL the books are the same.( Well not ALL, but still ) Sometimes I wanna rip some books because of the naivety of the book and my blood pressure increasing with my anger. I stayed up soo... late even passed midnight reading a book which can be defined as a "I wanna rip this trash book. What a waste of my time.And I also need to go to work tomorrow. Just then I got a message....What sane person would send messages this late?. Oh no! It was from the boss ( he isn't sane so he sent the messages this late ) 

"Complete all these by tomorrow or your fired"....

 That was the message. I blinked. I had to be dreaming right? Work? NOW!!?!?!? Maybe the boss has finally gone insane or I have gone insane? maybe I'm seeing things? I splashed water in my face and looked at the phone. It was real! (TT_TT) Then I checked the data that I need to make a report with. It was sooo.... long . Guess I should start right away. I finished the work at about 5.30 am. slept for 5 minutes and left for work again. You know what the government should arrest him for overworking employees. Oh but they can't cuz they are too busy fighting over themselves!!.I gave the assesment to boss. He didn't say good job , well done, nothing just grabbed the paper and hand gestured me to leave the room. I wanna kill that good for nothing son of a b*tch!!. However I managed to not kill him and left the room. Now coming next was the biggest battle of today , NOT FALLING ASLEEP!.During the lunch break I went to the bathroom to wash my face a little. 

                                                       Just then the bathroom door swung wide open and a fat smoking boss was outside. I could've swore I saw smoke coming from his nose. and what man would come barging in to a ladies bathroom?! no sorry I forgot he's not a man , He's a monster who ran away from hell. "SILVIA !! YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING B*TCH!!"the boss screamed " your assesment yesterday was a complete disaster our company lost so much because of you!" i think I know whats coming next....

 "U R FIRED!!"

 There it is. I stared... He kept on screaming and scolding. "You cowardly lowlife!!" well... what did I just hear? That struck a nerve of mine. lowlife ?!. Who does he think he's calling a lowlife ?.You wanna scream? well you're not the only one who wants to scream! "SIR!.YOU COMPLAIN AND PLAN TO FIRE ME TELLING ME THAT ALL THIS IS MY FAULT?? YOU SIR, SHOULD'VE CHECKED WHEN AN EMPLOYEE SENT YOU A REPORT , A NEW ONE AT THAT. YOU GIVE ALL THE WORK YOU NEED TO DO TO SILENT PEOPLE LIKE ME AND YOU KNOW YOU SENT ME AN ASSESMET WHICH WOULD'VE TAKEN AT LEAST A WEEK TO ME DONE IN ABOUT 3 HOURS. YOU SENT IT AT 12.45 LAST NIGHT !!" I screamed.First everyone was silent. The were staring at me with astonished eyes seriously you all need to close your mouths or a fly might get in . Wait what have I done??

                                                     "SO now you're showing your colours eh?" the boss was the first to speak." You have no right to speak back to me you low life!!" he screamed.I was gonna go insane with anger.That lowlife comment hit a nerve of mine!." hold on to your sanity sylvia! " I repeated to myself. He continued to put the blame on me. I am loosing it. Ok now , BYE ! BYE! SANITY !!. I took a pen shaped like a knife in the tip ( which I kept for self defence since I live alone of course, not for anything else) and swung it at the boss.It missed the boss by inches and hit the wall behind him ( oh that reminds me we r still in the bathroom) and you know what the wall cracked ! Who knew I was that strong?! Just then my sanity returned back to me. ( perfect timing you damned sanity). Oh no he was going to call the police!.No someone has already called the police!.I ran towards the exit door. Every one stepped away.Wow! seems they were all afraid of me !.However I didnt want to get caught by the police who were already after me so I ran towards the road. I swung my heels away ( Never liked them anyways! ) and I ran barefoot . Just to note just as I swung the heels away it hit the nose of the pig like police. I missed every vehicle that passed me( wow what a lot of good luck!). I looked back to check wether they were still following me . I had finally missed them ! ." hah you all couldn't catch me you overconfident brats !" I screamed at the police . Just then a car hit me. My breath was knocked off me . The pain was sooo... terrible. I fell towards the ground. Blood !! I saw blood everywhere ! well... guess I'm gonna die. What a shameful way to leave this world. Never thought I was gonna die as a criminal ! espesially after I found out that I have this much strength ! . well... I never liked this damned hell of a world anyway.

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