straykids x felix oneshots

jilix/hanlix

Jisung was stressing. You may be wondering why? Well, it was because today was the big day. Today was the day that he would  finally confess to his crush that he loves him. You see, Jisung had been in love with this one boy since he was 14. He is now 18 and feels like he is ready to confess. He has been friends with his crush for 3 years. He at first thought that being friends with him would be enough for him, but after one year of being friends, Jisung soon realized that being friends was simply not enough. He wanted to be more than that. He realised this because the more time they spend together, the more he falls in love with him.

So here we are, with Jisung waiting in a cat cafe not far from their school. He was looking out the window waiting to see the boy he loved. He spent two hours getting ready and was still afraid that he didn't look good enough, but he didn't try to focus on that right now.

Every time the little bell above the door rang, he looked at the  entrance expecting to see the boy he loved so much. Only to be disappointed to see a random stranger instead of his crush.

Then, 5 minutes later, Jisung saw him enter. He looked beautiful as always.He was wearing a soft baby blue sweater with loose light blue jeans.When jisung saw him was shocked, he couldn't understand how a person could look so cute in such a simple outfit  The boy looked around, searching for his friend. When they locked eyes, Jisung waved him over with a little smile.  With every step the boy took in his deraction, Jisung felt his anxiety rise within him. He kept thinking to himself.what if he doesn't like me back?what if he hates me after this and doesn't want to be friends anymore?

When the boy sat down in front of him with his signature sunshine smile , he was immediately distracted from his own thoughts. Here he was, the boy he had been in love with for 4 years. Even after these 4 years, Jisung still loved him the same, if not more. He asked him if jisung was okay because he looked a little tense. Jisung immediately told him he was okay and was just a little distracted. They ordered their drinks and started playing with some of the cats that were there.

They spend the whole afternoon having fun together, laughing and just enjoying being with each other and the cats.Now they were walking outside in the park not far from the cafe.When the boy asked to go there because he wanted to see to little duck that lived there, jisung just couldn't refuse the boy.Jisung was thinking to himself again while the boy was distracted by the animals.

Now is the time, if you don't do it now  you will never do it. This is Felix ,we are talking about even if he doesn't love me back, he will still be our friend. He is too nice to hate me for something I can't control.

He swallowed and called out to the boy, who turned around the face him. "Felix, I need to tell you something important." Jisung said. Felix looked at him confused and asked if there was something wrong not being used to his friend being this serious.

Jisung took a deep breath and started talking again." No, nothing is wrong. I just want to tell you something I have been wanting to tell you since the first day we have been friends. I like you a lot, Felix. I like everything about you. From the way you smile at everything. To the way you make everyone around you feel happy just with your presence. To your eyes that sparkle with little stars in them when you look at things you love." He took another deep breath.

"I guess what I wanted to say was, I love you, Felix, with my whole heart. I have loved you for three years now, and I just wanted to tell you before it's too late. And don't worry, I completely understand if you don't feel the same. I just hope that we can still be friends." Jisung finished. He looked up for the first time since he began talking and was shocked to see tears in Felix's eyes.

"You're really stupid, you know that." Felix chocked out. "Of course I love you back. I have been giving you hints for years and thought you ignored them because you were the one who didn't love me back." Felix was now crying and smiling at the same time. And Jisung he was in heaven, To hear that his crush loved him back for same amount of time, just made him the happiest person ever.

Jisung stepped forward and pulled Felix in his arms. Felix immediately hugged back."I love you, jisung. I love you so much." Felix said, crying, happy tears, now looking in jisungs eyes. Jisung smiled back at him. "Lixie, please be my boyfriend?" Jisung asked with the biggest smile you could ever imagine. Felix kissed his cheeks and, with a shy smile, said," I would love that."

Jisung was the happiest he had ever been. Finally, after all these years, he was finally together with the person he loved. He looked Felix in the eyes. Loving that, the little sparkles in his eyes were now there because of him."Can I kiss you?" It came out softly as if no one else was allowed to hear this moment between them. With a shy nod from Felix, they both leaned in and shared their first kiss.

The end