False Love (Nisekoi Confessions)

Unexpected (Chitoge)

A/N: I changed it! XD

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Chitoge POV

Ahh... Am I really going to do it? Should I confess? B-but what if he's not feeling the same? What if he rejected me? What should I do? I can still back out! But I already told him to go at the back of our school grounds! I can change our conversation right? But what will I change? Think Chitoge! Think!

"Yo." Raku greets that startled me. I even touched my chest.

"What made you so shocked?" Raku curiously asked. "N-nothing.." oh for Pete's sake! I'm so nervous right now! Anytime, my heart will go out of my body. My heart's like racing for hell!

"So? What is it?" he asked again.

This is it.. this is it..

"I-it's because I.. I..." why can't I say it?! Just tell him what you feel idiot!

"You what?"

"I... I LIKE-"

"Hey, Raku! I've been searching for you!" Shuu suddenly comes out.

What the?! And in the time where I'll confess? Nice one Shuu! So nice..

"Oh? It seems like you're talking about something?" Shuu said like an investigator. He seems suspicious but..

"Yeah. Something important." I glared at him secretly and tried to fake a smile.

I saw him shivers.

Mou... my plan is ruined.

"Ojou-sama?" Tsugumi said my name as she tries to guess what I'm thinking. "It's hard Tsugumi." I told her. Why is it so hard to confess?

"What's hard, Ojou? I can help you." She smiled at me. So sweet.

I smiled too. "It's something I should do myself. I need to surpass my fear."

I made a decision and that decision, I will do it.

I will certainly confess!

"U-uhm.. it's because.. I.. I LIKE-"

"Chitoge-san?" Onodera?!?!

"W-w-w-why are you here, Onodera?" I asked her. What is this? Why is it repeated again?

"W-why are you here, Onodera?" Raku asked her too. But why does it seems like his face is getting red? Weird.

"E-eto.. I-I just happen to pass by.." She lowered her head.

Why? Why is it turning out like this?

"Ojou, are you sure you're okay? You look depressed these days.." Tsugumi is worrying.

"Hahhh.." I loudly sigh.

"Why is it like this? I never asked for it. So complicated.." really complicated! But at the same time it does give me happiness.

"What is it? Love?" Tsugumi smiled. I distanced myself from her.

"Are you a fortune-teller?" I asked suspiciously. How did she know?

She chuckled. "It really is complicated." She look at the stars on the night sky.

"I too never asked for it." She sighed. Wait..

"D-d-don't tell me!!!" is she possibly in love? With who?!

"If it's really hard for you to have a relationship with the guy and if you really know that there's no chance then you shouldn't. But never ever tell him your love. That's the rule." She smiled bitterly?

"Hey! Are you.. but with who?" I can't complete my words. There no way she's in love! It's not her thing! But..

She just smiled.

But what she said is right. It's hard to turn a fake relationship to a real one. Raku's obviously not in love me. Sad.. Yeah, so sad.

She's right, I shouldn't confess. Because if I do so, I won't be able to be by his side again..

It's time to give up, Chitoge.

"Hey, are you okay?" Raku asked me as soon as I sat on my chair. "Yeah, I'm okay." I said and look outside the window to hide my face. So pathetic. I hate this. Giving up..

"Good morning, Onodora!" I saw Raku smiled as she waved his hand to Onodera and Raku blushed when Onodera replied to him.

And that made an impact to me. What..

His smile.. I can't make him smile like that. He don't care if I were the one he saw.. right?

He likes Onodera.

I felt my chest being heavy. I want to cry.. cry.. but why can't I do it? I.. I love him.. but he doesn't love me back. So pitiful..

Dang it.

I raised my hand. "What is it Chitoge-san?" our adviser asked me.

"May I go to the rest room?"

"O-okay.. Are you okay? Your eyes are red." Our teacher said.

"I'm fine it's just a debris.."

I went out of our classroom. I can't hold it anymore. Anytime.. anytime..

"*sniff* Why? *sniff* doesn't he *sniff* love me back?.." I cried out loud. I didn't even reached the rest room.

Curse it. Curse this feeling. Curse.. curse myself from loving him. It's just a fake relationship so why?! Why do you care about him?! He's an idiot! A beansprout! Why do you have to do that to me..

"Hey! Get up! Are you okay?!" R-raku? Why is he here?

"Who did this to you?!" he asked. It's you cold hearted.

"I-It's not like that.. My eyes hurt." No, it's this heart.

"Really? But still you're not okay." Yeah, I'm not okay.

"I'll go to infirmary." I started to walk but he suddenly grab my arm.

"What?"

"What's wrong with you? You've been ignoring me!" he said. Hah.. wow. Just wow.

"It's nothing so let me go. I stayed up all night." I lied.

"You what? Got a debris on your eyes, stayed up all night? Hah.. Go to the rest room or infirmary? Which is it?" he said angrily. Why is he so angry?! I should be the one!

"CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT THAT GODDAMN MOUTH?! I'M NOT IN THE MOOD! SO PLEASE! Please.." damn this eyes. It won't stop from crying.

He looked shocked but he talked. "No, I won't." this irritating guy!

"Can't you see!!-"

"Because I like you." He look at me seriously.

What? Did I misheard it? Am I having illusions?

"I know it's wrong.. We should fake it, right?" he look away.

"Are you.. okay?" I asked. He's just joking right!

"Of course.. I love you, Chitoge." He smiled. He smiled..

He loves me? But.. I thought..

"Me too." I smiled. Unexpected. I judge others too much.

He pats my head while smiling. Who knows that he has the same feeling as mine.

"Hey! Stop it! I'm not a pet!"

"Yes, you're a lovely gorilla."