⚠️WARNING⚠️ : self-harm.
Hi guys <3 it's the author here. This one-shot is pretty important to me since there are gonna be things that I have experienced in it. I really hope people I know don't read this and recognize me since I don't want anyone to find about my problems;) I don't really vent with anyone bc of a stupid tiktok I saw a while back that said smth like "having a best friend/friend that is suicidal is mentally and physically draining" and I've been feeling bad about myself since then by having this thought of my own best friend being tired because of me. but yea I hope you enjoy! Love y'all and be safe! I'll always be here if you need to talk <3
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Third person POV
"For how long will you be gone?" - Wanda asked Natasha with a low voice and a frown appearing slowly on her face. You could tell she was sad, Nat could tell.
"I'm sorry baby..." she stopped to hug Wanda tightly. "you have to get yourself through these 4 weeks somehow. I know it's longer than the last couple of missions but it's gonna be alright, don't worry." - She said, giving Wanda a long, soft kiss on her forehead, putting her own against hers and then walking away to get her bags.
"Nat?" - Wanda said, tearing up.
"yea-" she cut herself off as she turned around and saw Wanda's eyes tear up. " No no no don't cry!" - Natasha said running back to her.
"I promise i'll try my best to finish the mission sooner and come back to you." - Nat said as Wanda cried in her arms.
They kissed quickly since there wasn't much time and even though it was quick it still felt like minutes for them.
"I'm sure you'll do this and won't need my reassurance but I just wanted to say... kick their asses." - Wanda said, making the other girl giggle through her tears as well as Wanda herself and just like that... She was left alone, without Nat. At least Tony, Peter and a few others were left though so she wouldn't feel all alone.
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Wanda's POV
It was around 3am at night. I couldn't sleep so I stared at the ceiling, zoned out into my thoughts. These few hours had already been lifeless without Nat, can't imagine what the next 27 days are gonna be like. I walked out of my room and on to the balcony. I sat down and hugged my knees, resting my chin on them. I watched one of Nat's motorcycles parked outside of our compound. Everything around me reminded me of how far away Nat was from me and on top if this I was also wearing Nat's hoodie that she forgot to put in her bag on the way to the mission. perfect, i've got more reasons to cry. I sat there for a while till someone tapped me on the back from behind which startled me a bit, making me bounced up a bit.
"Sorry, didn't mean to startle ya!" - Peter said feeling guilty. He knew he should've just walked away.
"No it's okay Parker! You can join if you want." - Wanda offered with a sweet smile.
"Sure, if you won't mind." - Peter answered happily as he sat down next to her.
"So, why up so late?" - Wanda questioned.
"Couldn't sleep, that's al-"
"What's wrong?" - Wanda asked, looking at Peter confused.
