Carl & C.R. Imagines

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Carl fell back as jessies hand was cut of by rick. i helped him up but suddenly we heard the click of a gun hammer. we turned around to see a gun being pointed at us. "Ron out the gun down" i said "its all your fault he said just then Michonne sword went through him and the gun went off. we all thought we were fine then i notice blood dripping into the ground, i looked up to see Carl eye gone. "dad" he breathed before passing out. "NOOO" i screamed jolting up in bed panting and sweating. Carl snapped awake at my scream, "babe hey shhhh you're ok " he cooed cupping my face. I sobbed taking in his face, the healed but scarred empty socket that was what used to be his left eye. Carl's expression soften even more " again aww i'm sorry baby girl come here" he cooed pulling me into him. "i'm sorry" i cried my face burying in his neck. "stop its ok, but its been almost 4 months babe I'm ok i'm still here i can't even imagine how scared you were but you have  stop doing this to yourself." carl said sweetly while pulling you on to his lap. "i know i just can't stop seeing it i should've done something..i could've talked him down" i cried and carl pulled away to look at me. "You don't think its you're fault" he said and i nodded "i was the one who suggest to teach him to shoot" i sobbed and carl hugged me "no baby it's wasn't your fault Don't you dare think for one second it was, Don't you fucking dare" Carl said gentle but firm i nodded and carl kissed my forehead. "i love you" he smiled, " i love you too i smiled back. "lets go back to sleep ok we have work in the morning" he said and we laid back down. Carl spooning me as we drifted off to sleep.