Adonis didn't add any more bruises to my body after that evening. Instead, he ignored me for a long time. So did I, but it wasn't a quite peaceful time for me, even if it could've been. I was way too busy thinking about that kiss all the time, at day and night. It should never have happened, neither should I have kissed him back.
Though it surely wasn't what I wanted, the blonde's warm lips made me weak that moment and I couldn't help but melt onto them.
But now, I regretted it. I also hated how I couldn't think of him and the kiss as disgusting. Though him kissing me was some sort of assault, I wasn't able to think of it as that. Embarrassing to say, but it felt amazing.
Of course Adonis couldn't have had ignored me forever. One day, I caught him glancing towards my direction multiple times throughout the day and I felt like he'd watch me all the time. It freaked me out. So instead of spending my lunch break alone like usual, I searched for someone to sit with. There weren't many people on this school that tolerated me, so I was glad when, even though it was weird and sudden, Helena let me join her during lunchtime.
You might think of it as strange, but her and I kind of stayed friends after our breakup. We wouldn't talk often, but whenever we did, it was fine. Though, the last time we exchanged words had been a really long time ago this time, so of course she was concerned this day.
"Did u straighten your sexuality and want me back or what's the matter, vampire boy?" she laughed, sitting down in the lunch hall with me.
I had earned that nickname from her years ago, thanks to my appearance.
"Ah, nope, you can keep hoping for that" I replied with a grin. Helena smiled. "Will do"
I sighed, leaning into my seat. "Do I need to give you a reason for this?"
"Nah, I enjoy your company anyways"
This had always been a thing I liked about that girl. She wouldn't pierce me with question I didn't feel like answering. And that's how we just ate our food in silence for awhile, listening to the chattering of other students.
After awhile, she did speak up again though. "That spoiled moron from your class got way more violent than usual towards all his preys, got any idea whats up with him?"
I raised my eyebrows in suprise. I hadn't known anything about the blonde being more violent and I myself experienced the exact opposite. "You mean Adonis? Umm.. No.. We don't really talk.."
Helena didn't know I was one of his preys too.
"Almost like someone left him heartbroken and now he gotta let his anger out" she scoffed, grinning. "Heartbroken? Sure.." I smiled, but my head was full of unsorted thoughts. Was I really the only one he spared from his aggressions? And why?
My luck wasn't with me after school. Even though I made sure to not cross the blonde's way the whole day, he stood right infront of me once I left the school building. As if he had waited for me. And he looked mad, for whatever reason, so it didn't suprise me as much when he pulled me aside, fairly roughly. "Ack-! The hell is your problem?" I complained, avoiding eye contact. I haven't said it until now, but ever since that 'incident', I wasn't able to look at Adonis normally again. Everytime his eyes met mine, my face would heat up, remembering our kiss.
"Don't know, what's yours?" he gritted and I felt his glare on me. "Your face looks too pathetic to hit lately, what's up with?"
A "Tsk..." left my mouth in response, nothing more. And for a moment there was silence.
"Better have stayed quiet about that... thing. Or do I need to build you a grave tonight?"
I glanced up for just a matter of seconds, and immediately lowered my gaze again as I felt my cheeks heat up. Fuck.
"So what if I did, fucker?" I muttered in an annoyed tone.
Once the last word left my mouth, Adonis pushed me again the school's walls, pinning my wrists onto them. It was the same wall, the exact same spot he had slammed me against a while ago. But this time, he didn't slap or hit me. His angered expression showed how much Adonis wanted to, but, he didn't. As if he couldn't.
Instead, he stared down to my lips, our faces nothing more than an inch apart.
"God,.. I fucking hate you, nerd" His eyes were filled with disgust and anger, but at the same time full of dispair. My body felt hot as I watched his face.
Though my mind screamed no, my gaze wandered further below on his face too and, unintentionally, I licked my lips.
This time, I was the one leaning in. Adonis didn't move away, rather did he push his body onto mine as we kissed.
I weakened into his arms. This had felt just as good as the last time. His kissing was quite aggressive in some sort of way, bit just as gentle. When his grip on my wrists loosened, my hands wandered to his shoulderes, holding onto them as we eagerly kissed. A quiet, content hum was heard from Adonis and when I gasped at a loss of air, he just took that as advantage to slip his tounge into my mouth. "Nh.."
A raspy whimper, that almost sounded like a little moan, escaped my mouth. I pulled away as I, to be honest, got a bit embarrassed. I opened my eyes and so did Adonis, staring at me with a bit of shock written on his face. We both were breathing heavily.
I thought maybe I was just imagining it, but if I didn't go completely bonkers, his face did turn just a tiny bit red.
The blonde huffed, letting go of me and turning around. But before he walked away, he stopped for a moment.
"My place, at 5. You better be there" Adonis said with a cold voice, not daring to look at me again, and rushed off.
But no, this time I didn't waste a thought on if I should go or not. I wouldn't trust him again, even if we apparently were kissmates now.
Maybe that was even more of a reason to not go though? We aren't supposed to kiss.
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L0ve me Chr0nica11y /// boyxboy/yaoi
RomanceXenon has had a troublesome life for many years already, thanks to his classmate and rival, Adonis. But things changed and out of sudden, nothing was going like usual, to the point where his worst enemy kissed him. What was the ravenette supposed to...
