𝙘𝙤𝙬𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡. 𝙢𝙞𝙠𝙖𝙨𝙖 𝙭 𝙛𝙚𝙢.𝙣𝙤𝙣-𝙗𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙧𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

11

After many minutes to an hour of traveling, you reached a familiar place. The dust balls rolled around the desert. You saw the saloon you always went to and your favorite restaurant spot. Suddenly you heard a voice. "I'VE FOUND HER!" Someone yelled out loud from behind to which another person came to see for themselves. "Shit. That's really her!" The person was shocked. "Miss me?" Your side turned as you waved at them. You walked your horse around a bit more before trying to go back.

"Y/n?" A feminine voice was heard. You did a side turn to see someone familiar. You immediately turned the whole horse around and saw her face much more clearer. It was your most beloved one. "Mikasa." You said her name. Mikasa got off her horse and ran towards you. You tried to get off the horse also but you fell because your leg was in pain. "Y/n, are you okay? Who took you?" She asked as she lifted you off of the ground. "Yes Im fine." You hugged her as she went back to her horse, putting you on it. She went to connect your horse to your horse so nobody would steal it. All you could feel was pain, sadness, confusion and relief.

So much was going through you at one time. You did it! You made it back home before sunset. You wouldn't survive if it was sundown. So many thoughts ran through your head as you both were riding back down the block to tell Levi you've been found. Once again you put your arms around her waist and put your head against her back. "I feel exhausted." You softly say to her. "So much happened while you were gone." Mikasa told you. "Really? Well I can't Care because I'm just with you." You honestly told her you didn't care about anything else if it wasn't her. You still felt a side that pained you. Eren was the cause of your pain. He bonded so much with you but yet he had hesitation hitting you like that. You almost cried but you stopped yourself. You'd doubt he loved you anymore because you ran away from him and disobeyed him.

It felt like seconds until you finally arrived home. "I'll be right back." She got off her horse and went inside but left the door open. That was on your mind the whole time that it felt like 2 minutes before you got there. Suddenly Jean boy poked his head out the door. "She's actually back!" He looked like he told other people before more and more people came outside. Soon enough Erwin and Levi came out. "Give the girl some space." Levi parted his way through the crowd. Levi observed you, your leg was all bloodied, your face had blood all over it and your white dress? Stained all with blood. "Take her in, we'll question her later." Levi looked back at Mikasa to which she scooped you up bridal style.

. Eventually you both arrived at your room. You couldn't tell how worried Mikasa was, she was very serious about cleaning you up and changing your clothes. It was silent as you started to fall asleep while Mikasa took care of you like a mom with her baby. You drifted off to sleep in almost no time at all.

You woke up in a familiar place. Then you realized. "I'm still here!" You looked at the room around you. You tried to stand up but your leg hurted you. "Where you going?" You heard a sleepy voice, who was feminine. "Your leg hasn't healed yet." She looked at you. "Aw, alright." You limped your leg back to the bed. Mikasa was fully awake by this time, she sat up as she she hugged you, resting her chin on your shoulder. "I'm so glad you're back." She said in your ear with an exhale of relief. "I was so worried that you died." Her voice almost broke, she was almost about to cry. "You know I never die, right?" You smiled. "But you could die." Her grip on you got tighter. "I'm just glad your safe and here with me." Some tears fell out of her eye.

There was a knock. "Hold on." You shouted. You wanted to make sure Mikasa was over those sad feelings before you'd let anyone inside to see her. "It's fine." She told you. "Come in." You shouted at the door to let whoever was coming, come in. "Good morning. How is your leg?" Levi opened the door, bringing you crutches. "She can't walk too well." Mikasa told Levi to you. You kinda looked at Mikasa. "Sorry." She apologized to you.''it's okay!" You smiled at her and turned back to Levi. "I don't have time for couples stuff." Levi reminded you he was here. "I'm here to take your statement." Levi took a chair and sat in front of you.

You went silent because even though what Eren did and tried to do for you, you didn't feel safe telling your own squad. "I'm not pressing charges against him.," you were quick to say. "Who is 'him'?" Levi asked. "I-i thought you knew!' You were a bit surprised. Levi sighed "It's better to press charges on whoever did this to you.". "I don't wanna!" You shook your head. "He had his own group and if they came for me! That annoying cunt Floch will come for me." You made absolutely no sense to Levi except for 'come for you and Floch.' "Floch did this to you?" Levi asked. "No." You told him. Levi then started to leave and said "I'll talk to you later, figure out who did what." He closed your door.

You sighed as Mikasa held you. "What happened?" She asked you why you didn't say what happened. "Look Mikasa, It's so much easier said than done. And you'll become mad at me if I tell you." You look down at your hands. "I'll try to empathize with you. What exactly did you do y/n?" You felt her eyes on you. "Mikasa... I love you both." You felt a wave of sadness fill your chest. "What do you mean by that?" You felt Mikasa's shock on your shoulders. "I promise I ain't mean to love him!" You tried not to cry. He's caused you pain. You felt angry and betrayed even though he felt like he had to hurt you. "He hit me!" You sniffled, you cried feeling the pain of his fist meeting your face. "That's why your face is all bruised!" She cupped your face, observing your face once again. "I don't think he loves me anymore.. If I go back he's gonna kill me!" It hurted your chest to say he doesn't love you anymore.

You cried, it took up your breath. You couldn't breathe properly. You hadn't had time to acknowledge your actual feelings or what you were thinking. Mikasa did feel some way about what you said but you both loved the same boy before, and maybe you both still love the same boy. "Y/n, please breathe." You laid on her lap. You balled, and balled. It hurts you to think that he didn't even hit you with no hesitation. You had no hesitation either because he was going to hurt you. It scared you thinking of how bad he was going to hurt you physically. You still balled as Mikasa watched you, you felt the need to tell Mikasa you and him slept together but you couldn't lose her, you wouldn't be able to stand this temporary pain. You honestly wished you never slept with Eren anymore. Yeah it was all an act to gain his trust but you feel connected to him, you couldn't explain it.

Finally after a long time of crying, You've relaxed. You felt drained. You wanted to go back but you remembered the last time you slept, you didn't go back. You didn't want to stay there, but you wouldn't go back. You wanted to scream and throw a fit but that won't help you. "Either way y/n, you can't hide the truth forever.." she caressed your hair. You just stayed silent. "He hurt you, why are you still defending him?" She asked you. "Because-" "Y/n. If you don't tell me, what will happen to you?" She cut you off. "He will come back and kill you one way or another." Mikasa looked into your eyes.

She was correct, Eren would come back. And the hurt will be much worse. "Fine.." you frowned, turning your side away from Mikasa. "I just want to rest." You mumbled to her. "Okay." She only said as she stood up, walking out of the room. You wanted her to stay but you figured she had her own things to do. You didn't think Mikasa knew how complicated it was for you to share how much you actually liked.

She slowly left you, You wanted her to stay but you knew she had things to do. You just felt comfort under the covers. You did a sigh, removing any goosebumps from you temporarily before they all came back again. You shut your eyes, humming to yourself. You slowly but peacefully fell asleep. Into a long sleep.

Flashback 2.

"Ew!" You cried out as you watched Jean do a contest with Eren. Jean of course did it for Mikasa but Eren did it just to take his place back. "Chug, chug, chug!!" Connie and Sasha chanted out loud. They both chugged their drinks in the canteen, having late night fun. All Mikasa could do was sit and watch. You watch in disgust "Stop!" You slapped them both across the head making the cup fall out of Jean's and Eren's hand. "Hey!!" His green eyes looked up at you. "Stop, there is a way to be a real man. This isn't the correct way to get a woman." You looked at them. "The only correct way. Is by fighting." You wanted to instigate things. "Fight to show who is stronger, Mikasa told me she likes strong dudes." You tried so bad not to laugh.

"Then it's on Jaeger!" Jean put his fist up. "Wait-" Eren got up before getting clocked in the face. You bursted out laughing because they fell for your scheme. You got slapped in the back by Mikasa. "Ouch!" You cried out. "I never said that!" She looked dead at you. "That's the point, to make 2 stupid boys fight over nothing." You made the most menacing smile.

The two males looked at you. "Oops!" You shrugged, giving them an innocent look. "Well, I mean you guys fell for it." You started to snicker.

End of flashback.