One Night - Drarry

We fucking lived

<- Harry ->
No. No no no no no no no!
He wasn't supposed to read this.
What do I do ? Oh no...
"Fucking answer me potter!"
He startled me.
Potter... we're back to that again?
"I.." I gulped, "you- you shouldn't have read that.."
no no I can't live like this... I can't live knowing he knows.
He can't know.
There's only one thing I can do...
I turned around and grabbed the wand on the bed. But the wand felt weird in my hand.
"I'm sorry." I looked at Draco and I was he crying, "Obliviate!" The spell hit him and I think I was successful in erasing him memory of the past 24 hours.
I cried as I got dressed, picked up draco, putting him on the bed.
Maybe he'll think he slept here...
I took one last look at him, I went close and kissed his lips as tears fell on his face and then I left, leaving no evidence what-so-ever.

After exiting the ROR, i ran crying straight to moaning Myrtle's bathroom.

I sat there and cried my eyes out.
Everything was going perfectly... Oh my god i had sex with Draco malfoy, the boy I've loved for so damn long.. and in the end he fucking had to read the note.

Why can't I be happy?
Why does it feel like everytime I feel like I deserve to smile, some shit happenes.

< Third person pov >

Harry sat there crying the whole night.

He checked the time, 5:49 am

He sighed, picked himself up and started to head towards his room.
As he was on the way, he saw Draco coming out of the ROR.
Harry froze.

Draco turned around and for a brief moment their eyes met and then Harry felt Draco walk past him like strangers do.

He couldn't help but want to crumble and start crying right there and then.
But he composed himself and went into his room.

He slipped breakfast and lunch.
He stayed in his room, the whole day, half of the time he cried, the other half, he pulled his hair because of the throbbing headache.

He kept arguing with himself
At first he'd think,

i should put up a healing spell or something.

Then he'd think,

No i deserve the pain.

It was now time for supper.
Harry felt dizzy, he had not realised the fact that the previous night he lost blood, and not a bite of food.

He decided to head to the hall, just so that he'd feel naucious and not want to eat anymore.

The moment he entered the hall, his eyes darted to the silver eyed Slytherin.

Draco looked normal, he was talking to pansy, she kept pushing herself (her boobs) into Draco and she batted her eyelashes.

Draco seemed to not mind, until his eyes met Harry's

Harry without a second thought, turned around and ran

The moment he saw harry, Draco got off his seat and started to follow Harry.

.

As Harry ran to moaning martle's ( idk if it's spelled right) bathroom, he started to feel both angery and sad.
He was angry at himself for feelin go so much about it.
And he felt sad that he would never feel loved again.

< Harry's pov >
I was pacing across the bathroom.

I need to feel the pain, I ... fuck!

Harry let out a frustrated groan before starting to smash his knuckles into the mirror and he kept going at it in frustration and anger, whilst doing so he started sobbing.
His hands were bloody and big chunks of glass had entered Harry's hand, he cried loudly as he took a few steps backwards so his back was touching the wall as he slid down and started to bang the back of his head to the wall.
"Harry!" He heard but he ignored.
Suddenly Harry felt that he couldn't feel hurt as he banged his head, something was blocking it.
He stopped and looked carefully, "Draco?" He whispered, Harry saw that Draco had placed his hand behind Harry's head.
"No." Harry gasped as he grabbed Dracos hand from behind his head, it was severally bruised.
"I'm sorry. I am so sorry .... I ... I ruin every thing .. I hurt .. everyone around me.." Harry started to cry and say whatever came in his mouth, it was like all the messy thoughts in his head were coming out of the poor boy's mouth.
"Nononononno" mumbled Draco as he saw Harry's very badly busted hand, "fuck! Nonono not fucking again Harry! Please no! Nonono shit come with me. Right now." Draco said sternly, and suddenly Harry's shot up towards Draco, "w-what..?" He spoke
What how? I obliviated him... he walked past me like he hated me... how?
"Fuck you potter." Draco said as he picked up Harry like a baby in his busted hands as he trotted to madam pomfrey