I feel like I am drowning

VIII.

My heat hurted so bad when i woke up the other day. I was hungover and i wasn't even in my house, i wasn't really surprised. I looked around and discovered i was probably in Rons house. I went to kitchen to get some water meeting sleeping people everywhere. I was probably the first one who woke up.

I was getting some water when i heard footsteps behind me. I leaned against the counter and drank my water. Matt walked past me and he was probably more hungover than me he grabbed my water and drank it.

"Hey! You could just have your own yanno." I said.

"Mhm. Whatever." He blinked and stared at me.

"Ugh jesus christ." I grabbed another glass about to pour some water into it.

"Don't bother." Matt said pouring water to the glass he took from me and then gave it to me.

"So we're saving space or what?" I chuckled.

"Sure we are." He smirked and leaned against me so i was trapped between him and the counter.

"How can you like boys and homophobic at the same time?"

"I am don't like boys. Not every boy. I like you." He grabbed my chin and pulled it up gently so i was looking him in the eye directly.

"Sweet but weird."

"You're weird." He said and his eyes landed on my lips.

He kissed me gently.

"Matt, you can't bully me and then kiss me that's not how it works."

"Please just let me, I am so sorry for what I did, I was confused, I am gonna make it up to you I swear."

"Are you begging me?" I laughted.

"Can I kiss you?"

"You can't answer a question with a question."

"Don't tell me what to do."

"Kiss me." I smirked.

"Okay, mabye do." He pressed his lips against mine, he started off gentle, then he got a little agressive.

His hands grabbed my waist and pulled me in, the thing is we were already pressed against eachother.

"Oh fuck, i wanted this for so long." He moaned.

I didn't want to give him everything right now so i pulled away.

"No, get back."

"I need to go home."

"Okay, but give me your phone number." He said.