Sinful

Chapter 1

Oh, boy.

What did Tsukasa need to tell him? Amane felt his blood run cold & his stomach drop, his heart was in danger of exploding from fear. He tried not to jump to conclusions, he tried not to think the worst, he tried not to think Tsukasa was about to tell him they’d made the worst mistake of their lives as all they did just now was a kiss, how bad was that? Okay, so Amane grinded his erection into Tsukasa again before accidently, but that’s not so bad, not when someone is in love, right?

But they’re twins. It’s sinful, the worst one ever. Being in love with your twin is bad enough but they never should have acted on it. Doing what they did was unforgivable, even kissing was wrong. But still…..sin or no sin, Amane would do it all again without hesitation, every bit of it.

Tsukasa still had his arms wrapped around Amane’s waist and he kissed his brother’s bare shoulder, a sweet kiss, a lingering kiss, a kiss that made Amane close his eyes & want more. How could a kiss ever be a mistake? It didn’t feel like a mistake, it would never feel like a mistake to Amane, not ever, not if the kiss was from Tsukasa.

Tsukasa pressed his chest harder against Amane’s back & he pushed his nose through Amane’s hair, his breath a hot whisper in his brother’s ear. “Let's go Amane, we really need to talk.” Tsukasa began to pull back just as Amane clutched at his hands, holding them in place against his stomach, not letting the warmth of Tsukasa’s body leave his. Amane wanted to stay like this, he needed to feel Tsukasa against him for just a moment longer before he’d let him go.

“Amane,” Tsukasa whispered, understanding his brother’s fear on an instinctual level even as he felt the desperate clawing of Amane’s nails on his skin. He noticed how Amane trembled in his hands, how his pale face lost what little color it had, how white his knuckles were. “I promise it’s nothing bad, okay? Please, let me go.”

With a soft sigh, Amane released his tight grip on Tsukasa, allowing the comforting feeling of his twin’s body to move away. Tsukasa’s hand found his & he allowed himself to be led back to their room, his brother smiling at him from over his shoulder as he tried to put Amane at ease.

When they reached the bed, Tsukasa released his hand & motioned for Amane to sit, watching his brother’s graceful movements with unblinking eyes. Amane paused to glance at his bed, his eyes warming when he noticed how rumpled his bedspread was, his lips tingling with the memory of his brother’s soft kisses. His tongue ran across his lips, disappointed he could no longer taste Tsukasa’s mouth, not noticing how this action distracted his twin.

Seriously, Amane was driving him insane. How could someone be so oblivious to how hot they were, how incredibly erotic a simple lick of his lips was? But as much as Amane could work Tsukasa, this was no act, this was simply Amane being Amane. And it was really sexy. The more Tsukasa watched Amane the more he wanted him, the more he wanted to throw him on that bed & see exactly what turned him on, the more he wanted to feel Amane’s body moving beneath his.

Amane sat on his bed & he looked up at his brother, his amber eyes eager, his mouth a slight smile as he waited for Tsukasa to join him. After a moment, Amane’s hand patted the spot on the bed next to him, fully expecting Tsukasa to take the invitation, fully intending to kiss those perfect lips once again.

His smile faded when Tsukasa took a step backward, moving toward his own bed across from Amane’s and slowly sitting down. Amane looked down at his hands & he began to pick at his nails just so he wouldn’t have to see that look of rejection in his brother’s eyes.

He knew it, he just knew it. Tsukasa had time to think & he changed his mind, Amane knew it would happen. Tsukasa had kissed him without realizing what he was doing, he’d been tempted, or maybe he was just curious. And now he realized what a big sin it was, kissing his twin and all. Amane supposed the reason didn’t really matter, the outcome was the same. Tsukasa changed his mind.