This Is My Life

2. Tired

** Warning Explicit Mature Audience Only!!!

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BEEP , BEEP , BEEP .........

Ughhh Damn i'm up!!!! I look over at my phone as it dings loud as hell to see what time I set my alarm for. 6:00 am ! Oh nah see.. i'm finna turn on over and finish my sleep. So I roll on back over and snuggle a little deeper in my pillow.

A few minutes into my sleep....

I feel Mj's hands slowly rub over my ass. I try to ignore it knowing I wanna finish sleeping, but I know that's not about to happen. So I poke my little ass on out for him to snuggle closer , knowing already what that does to him .

As if on cue he grabs me around my waist and pull me closer to him . This shit works every time I smirk to myself with my eyes still closed. I feel something poking me and I already know exactly what it is.. Michael is getting hard. I do my little happy squirm moving around on his tip of course but not too hard , just enough to let him know I want it NEOWWW !

I feel his hands slide into my panties as I throw my head back .. "Mmm MJ" was all I could let out as he continued slide his fingers into my slit..

he begins to pump his finger in and out of me " FUCKKKKKKKK"!!!

Stop moving! He says in my ear almost in a whisper but with so much authority , which turned me on that much more !

Next thing I know i'm on all fours throwing this ass back like never before , "Fuck Ash, throw that shit"..

Mj says as he thrusts into me even harder "i'm finna nut" he says as he coats my insides. I reach over and grab my phone to check the time. 7:35 Shit!!! Mj i'm late, I gotta get up . I quickly shoot my coworkers an I'm gonna be late text while I run to the bathroom and quickly get myself together .

Soon as I make it to work here go Kesha, I do not have time for her shit today .. I say to myself as
I sit my stuff in my chair .

Good morning y'all ! I say speaking to everyone as I walk in .

Good morning boo , must've got you some of that good good this morning Kesha says while laughing . I just look at her and laugh cause why she telling my business lol

That Afternoon

Today has been a long and tiring day, all I wanna do is get in my bed and watch Grey's Anatomy (favorite show btw). Soon as I get in the house I go straight to peso's cage to let him out.

GET DOWN!!! I yell to his hyper ass while he jumps up damn near past my shoulders . He is way too hyper for me .

After taking care of him, I grab my things to prepare for my shower . I grab my fuzzy heart slippers that MJ bought me for Valentine's Day & the rest of my things and go to the bathroom. I step in as the water hits my skin I lean my head back to enjoy the warm feeling.
Hey Alexa, play "Don't Let Go - Bankroll Fresh"..
please don't let goooo, please don't let goo... I sing along as I lather in my Pink Rush soap I got from my cousin...

I can't wait to get in my bed I think to myself while I scrub the day off.

30 minutes go by.....

After my hot shower I put my cute little moomoo on, never can go wrong with a nice lil moo moo from Walmart!
Ringgg Ringgg Ringgg!!!

I answer the phone ... "Baby" Mmm Yess , I answer the phone still half sleep .

"Baby imma be out a little late , I got a jugg to make before I come over".

"Really MJ , this is becoming an every night thing with you! Seriously!!"

"I know buttercup i'm sorry" CLICK!!

If I had known this I wouldn't have answered my phone . Now frustrated I roll over and go back to sleep . First of all you done interrupted my sleep, second of all you call me on BS 🙄

*Ding
I check my phone
Justin - Yoo
Sigh.... I run my hand down my face, because why...
Justin is my ex I was once stuck on him, but when MJ came into my life I completely cut Justin off. Against my better judgement I text back
Me- Yoo .
Justin - you still with ol boy?
Me - Yeah Justin, I'm not leaving him no time soon..
Justin- You sure?😏
Me- yess J.
Justin - Finna pull up, come outside rq
🤦🏽‍♀️

I peep out my window just to see if he's playing or being fr, sure enough his all black Tahoe was pulling in.
The one thing I always loved about his Tahoe is that it was always so clean & always smelled so good.. He liked to get really dark tint, so you couldn't see anything, which was good because ...nosey neighbors duhhhh..

I slid on my red and black slippers with my red and black robe going outside .
Whewww 🥶
I shiver grabbing my arms.. it's cold asf out here tonight, I think to myself while walking up the driveway to his truck .

I open the door, black ice quickly filling my nostrils 😩 his truck always smells so fuckin good .

"Get yo lil ass over here and give me a hug"
The way this man talks to me just wets every inch of my panties 🤤
"Dang.. you ain't even say hey first"  I reply back..
Without hesitation he uses his strong ass arm to pull me into his lap  ..
"Hey bae" he whispers against my neck while looking deep into my eyes.
Whew 😰 lord this man just doesn't understand what he does to me.
He begans to kiss up and down my face, sending chills up and down my spine.

"Mmm" ..
"Fuck bae don't do that" he whispers back to me as I grind myself against his now hardening penis.

I throw my head back in pure pleasure..
"Pull these down" he says while kissing my neck as he begins to pull my panties down for me.

"Lift up a lil bit & Look at me" he demands.. knowing I love that aggressive shit.

I look up at him as I feel him slide into me
"Ooohhhh bae, sssss" I hiss as I slide down onto him careful not to hurt him or me.

Slowly I begin to rotate my hips on him bouncing up and down as he flicks his tongue over my nipple quickly.
"Fuck I'm finna nut already" he groans..
I speed up just a little bit knowing it's gonna send him over the edge .
"Ahhhhh fuck, fuck, fuck!" I feel him pulsating inside of me as his hot liquid fills me up.
"Get up I'm not done"
He lets his seat back and flips me over and enters me from the back once more . All that can be heard through the truck was our sticky wet skin hitting against one another.
"Tell me it's still mine, hmm"
"Its ya your... I barely get out.
"Let me hear you bae, tell me this shit mine"
"IT'S YOURS MJ" I yell out..

Everything came to a stand still.
I quickly realize what I'd just done.

"I'm sooo sorry" I whisper, embarrassed asf.
At this point I turn around and his once hardened dick was now soft.

"It's all good bruh, I see dude got ya heart now I can't even trip right?"
"Justin I didn't mean it, you know that" I continue to plead with him, knowing it wouldn't do any good".

"Its good I promise, I'm not mad (Grandma not mad grandma just hurt)😂😂😂
He said while looking at me..
"I still love you Ashh, you know I'm always gone love you, but this ain't even you & we both know that. The love I have for you won't never die.. I hope dude know what he got cause I fumbled big time and I regret it every time I look at you.

I'm happy for you he said while leaning in to give me one last kiss.
I began to tear up thinking about all the good times we've had knowing this would probably be our last time.
"I love you Ashley" ..
"I love you too Ice fr"
I say calling him by the nickname I gave him.
I slowly began to pull myself together as I got outta his truck.
I turned to walk into the house and he grabbed my hand... he just looked deep into my eyes... I don't know how but somehow I knew this would be the last time I saw him and it honestly hurt .

I shut the door and just broke down.
I knew I was with MJ but I also knew how I felt about Ice.
Something definitely had to give .