What I Need

F**kin' Problems

August 25, 2022

Y/N POV

"Nigga can you pass the blunt, telling whole ass love stories and shit" I said looking at my friend Darnell, who had his eyes half closed.

Yea this nigga is smacked

"Man fuck you" he said passing it " you just mad cuz Bri ain't riding yo dick anymore" I stuck my middle finger up as he chuckled. "No nigga I just don't wanna hear about your lil sexcapdes with Jay, I rather not hear about my two best friends fucking" I said taking a hit.

"But I listen to you" he said "because that's different" I said "how??" "Because it's me nigga and you choose to weirdo" I said laughing and coughing out some smoke
"Oh so now I'm weird because I wanna listen to my friend talk about sex?" He said looking at me confused

"Yea nigga tf" I cackled and this nigga gon punch me. I looked at him "now you know imma beat yo ass, why would you do that?" I took a beat then went and lunged at him putting him in a headlock. "Y/N chillllll come on" how this nigga gon whine like he ain't just try to dislocate my shoulder?

"Say you sorry" I said about to loosen my grip "no fuck you bitch" niggas talk the most shit when they not suppose to. I tightened my grip ode "tap out n say sorry" I said as the door to the basement opened "no bitch kill me" stubborn ass nigga fr.

"Y/N let him go" Jay came in breaking us up. Now sitting on the opposite side of the couch, Jay was in between us looking at us crazy. "Why are you always trying to kill him Y/N? And why do you always talk shit to Y/N knowing you you won't win?" He said sitting down next to Darnell "how you even know I was talking shit?" Darnell said frowning.

They gon start on their couple shit. Y/N thought to herself.

"Because that's what you're good at baby" Jay said kissing Darnell then patting him on the face with a smile. What tf I said?. Y/N rolled her eyes, going back to smoking. Trying to avoid the kissing noises to her side. I do miss that dumb bitch.

Ight, before y'all get on my ass for calling her a bitch, you got to understand where I'm coming from. Bri was a girl I was chilling with, no strings attached, and we were good and I was starting to like her, up until she gave me fucking chlamydia at the start of summer. Come to find out half the grade was in that. But shit happens, you move on, it is what it is. And that's what my summer consisted of.

Me moving on in many different ways with many different girls, after I was cleared. I just went back to what I was used to. But shit was starting to get boring, apart from Bri all of these girls were just a hit n dip. Nobody really sparked my interest, I've had a first love freshman year and that relationship was in the wildest way peacefully toxic, then my other two relationships after that were just girls wasting my time. But my last one at the end of sophomore year... that's a lot to unpack. I started sleeping around after that one but I ain't stop until Bri in junior year, I started to think she'd be different but I got proven wrong asf.

Now I'm here, bouta be a senior in high school wondering if I got bad taste in bitches, or Am I the problem..? Nah that don't even sound right.

"Y/N nigga did you hear me" Jay said

"No, I was talking to myself about better things" looking over at him. "Oh bitch fuck you, anyways" he said rolling his eyes "I said that my sister said we could throw our goodbye summer party at her crib"

"so no bnb?" I asked confused on which sister he's taking bout. "which sister Jay? The ugly one?" Im not a dickhead, that's the weed speaking. "Not too much on my good sis, she been had her glow up. But im talking bout Kehlani" Jay said glaring at me.