The winner takes it all the loser has to fall

One-shot

⚠️Disclaimer: mentions of self harm, eating disorder, and suicide attempts

the winner takes it all the loser has to fall its simple it's so plain, why should i complain

she was laid to rest wearing the finest silk in a Casket made with the purest of gold,hair and skin shined bright as if she was still alive and resting, you would think she was a beloved princess than a princess that was accused of treason but she wasn't during the eighteen years of living she was never treated as such

she was born in a palace full of concubines that had a massacre and spent the rest of her life isolated from the world no one knew her or care for her she was just a burden, she grew up asking for her father where is father? Will he visit me? Does father love me? Only to get answers he will

She first met him when she was nine, she stared at him with such admiration only for him to give her a cold look but she didn't think much of it though she needed to be perfect for him so she  began studying to be a perfect princess thinking if she does he will finally noticed her and love her, she perfected everything about herself she mesmerized every source of literature she could get her hands on, perfected her dancing to every little thing, she will now have her father's love as you must work hard to gain love

All shattered when her sister was introduced, a prettier happier girl came and her father was interested, she felt humiliated and delusional she cried staring at the mirror at night looking at her pitiful self, no I shouldn't act this way I have to work harder

She watch her sister get loved by all without lifting a finger and she hated it, why does she get all the glory while doing nothing but smiling while I work hard and get shunned, she watch her and father be close while she receive dirty looks she never felt this anger and jealousy towards someone before but she didn't show it other than smile and act happy, she feels guilty for feeling this way but she couldn't help it she wanted what she had so she began to act her like to see if she'll get her father's attention, she began to abstain food little by little to be more pretty, she wore makeup more to make her eyes shine she smiles more and be more elegant but all went to waste at night she'll get her small blade to cope with her pain seeing her father and sister be close without her, what did I do to deserve it I'm working hard but why can't I receive his love

She continued playing her facade acting as if she likes what she has, smiles at her sister when she's invited to tea parties and telling her everything their father did for her, ignores the stares and the whispers be in her own little world, at night she'll dream of her and her father being together bonding as a family she'll dream of running to his arms be a perfect daughter to him

Lily began noticing her demeanor, her increased weight loss, the heavy makeup, the cuts and the fake smiles, her princess was changing for the worse and she had to help but she doesn't know how to but she couldn't stay and watch her princess destroy herself, she begged the princess to stop what she's doing to herself only to get results of, doing what? Oh lily your too into your head I'm not doing anything she says

She began acting recklessly, playing with a sword to see if she'll stab herself, standing on the roof of the ruby palace joking that she'll jump to see if she'll get his attention, burning her room while still being inside, at  the end she was still alive and he never showed up, she gave up no longer caring what they thought of her, she was now the mad dog of the imperial family

Poisoned, her sister was poisoned and she was to blame of course she didn't poisoned her she was framed as much as she was jealous of her sister she would never hurt her, of course she was set to be executed but this time she didn't care she didn't try to prove her innocence she was happy she'll get to meet death once again as death always opened her with open arms death was her friend