Weeks later
Things haven't got any better in fact things have became worse dean was drinking again his been out hanging with a friend alot all the family know is this friends name is sami they don't like dean going out alone because of the attacks but dean said sami knows about them and knows what to do but they had been getting in to trouble alot over the last few weeks there's been times when there dad and mum had had to pick dean up from the police station they know his still struggling to deal with things and there all worried seth's nightmares have stopped but dean still gets his not as bad as there were but his still getting them
Roman and seth were at home alone while there mum and dad were out dean was also out and they didn't like that he was out and they weren't with him
Dean was with sami just around town coursing trouble they nicked some alcohol from a shop and after awhile they went to a park and sat down and opened the alcohol and shared the bottle of whiskey they had stolen sami was alittle older then dean at 18 but both were struggling with stuff and were suicidal both didn't want to talk about there problems but liked being around each other as it's the only time there not getting asked every 2 seconds if there ok
After finishing the bottle of whiskey they were both drunk they walked around abit then headed to sami's house his mum and dad were never around so he lives on his own after running away from his adopted family they sat down in his house watching TV until it was getting dark so dean decided to head home he was also getting a headache "ill see you tomorrow man" dean said "Alright man we'll go for a drive yeah" sami said dean nodded they bro hugged then dean headed home
Meanwhile the rest of the family were sitting down waiting for dean to come home
Half an hour later dean walked in the front door and stopped when he seen everyone looking at him it made him feel uncomfortable
"What?" He asked
"Where have you been" his mum asked "at sami's" dean said "all day" she asked "well no we were in town for abit then yeah went to his" dean said "when are we gonna get to meet sami" his dad asked "I don't no when his ready to meet new people" dean said "what do you mean" roman asked "his not good with meeting new people he has trust issues" dean said when seth went over to him he smelt the alcohol on him "have you been drinking?" Seth asked everyone looked at him worried "yup" dean said like it was no big deal "why you could talk to us we can help" seth said "why don't you guys just get of my back alittle stop asking me if I'm ok every two bloody seconds stop bring shit up that I want to fucking forget!" Dean shouts then goes up to there room slamming the door behind him and for the first time in years has one of his breakdowns roman went up and walked in the room and quickly put his arms around dean stopping him for hitting anything else or hurting himself dean turns in roman arms and cries in to his chest roman rubs his back "were sorry dean" roman said "I can't handle this anymore roman" dean cries in to Romans chest "it's ok I got you" roman said holding him tighter roman walked over to dean's bed pulling dean with him and sat them both down just holding his little brother in his time of need not long after that dean had fallen asleep still holding on to roman roman slowly laid dean down and covered him up then went over to his own bed as seth walked in quietly and went to his own bed to trying to keep quiet
Midnight
Roman woke up he turned over slightly noticing dean wasn't in his bed he got up leaving the room he heard noise coming from the bathroom So went over to it he opened the door slightly and was sad and worried about what he saw dean had just taken god knows how many pills and was crying he quickly went in surprising dean as dean didn't know he was there "bro?" Roman asked He pulled dean over to the toilet "bro don't do this to me please" roman said upset tears in his eyes roman rubbed dean's back "come on get them out of your system I don't wanna lose you bro" roman said a tear falling down his cheek dean started gagging and choking before he started being sick not even able to take a breath in before being sick again "that's it get it out" roman said trying to sound calm as he rubbed his brothers back slowly to help
After dean was done he leaned on the wall behind him still crying roman grab a cloth and wet it and grabbing some water then went back to dean and washed his mouth and gave dean some water to clean his mouth out he wiped the wet cloth over the back of dean's neck
And then brought dean in to a hug letting him cry in to his chest "it's ok bro" roman said after about 10 minutes dean calmed down alittle bit roman took him back to there room and went over to his bed after sitting dean down on his and he went in to his jacket pocket and pulled out to bands and gave one to dean they say you're not alone on it he put one round dean's wrist and the other one round his own and sat down holding dean close "it's ok" roman said a few minutes later dean had an attack and blacked out
Roman was hoping he had got all the stuff from the pills out his system before they did there damage he slowly laid dean's limp body down and sat there waiting for dean to regain consciousness worrying more as every minute went by after 5 minutes he went and woke his mum and dad up explaining what had happened they all went back to Romans room his dad put his hand on the side of dean's neck and kept it there his pulse was still strong so it must just be an attack not because of the pills it took about 20 minutes before dean started regaining consciousness looking completely dazed and confused and very drowsy his dad rubbed dean's side and dean soon fell to sleep his mum and dad got up and left making sure there was no pills or anything where dean could get his hands on them then went down stairs for a talk on what there gonna do meanwhile roman laid down next to dean holding him close still scared at what he had seen
