How does it feel to be around me
How does it feel to be around me when I'm going crazy
How do you feel when you know that it's impossible to help me
How does anyone feel beside me when I'm breaking down
How do people do it
How do people stay by my side
When I'm such a pain for them
I make people feel bad
Because they want to help me
They want to help
Earlier today, he tried
He tried to understand
He tried to help
Fine, for a split second he made me feel better
He really did
But that was it
He's not going to help me more than she will, more than anyone one will
He...
She...
Fuck
I'm so lost I don't even know what to say anymore.
