Daily life of y/n

pt. 5

Y/N's POV:
⚠️Cursing, panic attack, some blood[though you can't see it] ⚠️

    

            I wake up from a nightmare, I don't even know what it was about now since I've woken up. I lean up in my bed, and I feel a tear run down my face. I wipe my cheek, and realize I was crying in my sleep. "Hm. I wonder what that was all about" I say as a wave of sadness washes over me. I start thinking which is never good. I pull my knees up to my chest, and tears just spill out of my eyes.

-a few minutes later-

       
          "Why the hell am I crying? I have no reason to be crying" I say as a bunch of thoughts fill my head. Some good, some bad. My phone buzzes beside me.... I grab it, and see a bunch of messages from F/N, and more.

          "What is this all about?" I say as I open the message.

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F/N

F/N
"Hey...are you okay?"
"Y/N?"
"Answer me.."

Y/N
" Yea why wouldn't I be? "
" What happened? "

F/N
" I saw something on your story about.. you know"

Y/N
" What? I haven't posted anything on my story, I've been asleep since I got home"

F/N
" What? Then how did you post that on your story?? "

Y/N
" It was probably S/N. Like I've said I've been asleep since I've got home"
" I'm fine F/N"
" Anyways I'm getting off"

F/N
" Oh okay Y/N. I'll ttyl"

Y/N
" Yea"

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      I get off of my phone confused. Because I've been asleep, And no one knows my phone password.. "that's so weird" I say as I get up to go to the bathroom.

-in the bathroom-

      
         I look in the mirror to see my under eyes are red. From crying probably which I don't know why. I turn on the sink and splash water on my face. After wiping my face off I sit on the ground against the wall, and let the thoughts flood my head again. I go to breathe in, and fine it hard to breathe. Then I start crying again.. I think an hour passes while I'm in the bathroom, and I start to feel light headed, and that my vision is blurry. I then feel like I'm going to pass out...

       "Shit.." I say as I begin to loose conscious.

-a couple hours later-

   

       I barely hear knocking on the door. Then I open my eyes, and find that I'm still in the bathroom. "Oh..." I say in a whisper where I can barely hear myself.

     

        "DUDE OPEN UP I NEED TO USE THE BATHROOM" I hear S/N yell. She sounds angry. I then wake up more, and get up to look in the mirror, and I find blood coming out of my mouth. I quickly wipe it off, and keep a napkin on my mouth. I open the door, and S/N stares at me with an expressless face. I push past her, and go into my room, and lock the door. When I get into my room I feel dizzy, and a bit sick. I walk over to my bed, and sit down with my head in my hands..

 
   

      "Ugh, my head hurts" I say with a loud groan. I fall over on my bed, and instantly fall asleep....

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567 words

Sorry if this was kinda sad, I've been feeling out of it lately

Hope you enjoyed :)