Cause I don't Understand/ Jeffcode fanfiction

chapter 10

Barcode's P.O.V

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"P'Jeff are you crazy?" I glared at him as soon as we reached my room.

"What the hell do you even want to talk about with my parents?" I asked.

"Maybe ask them if I could date you again?" He replied.

Which took me by surprise.

And I started to break down again.

I didn't mean to...but P'Jeff is too cruel. Saying and doing whatever he wants.

"I never thought, you would be the one to play with hearts P'Jeff...what do you take me for? Only just two days ago you broke up with me and now you're joking with me like it's nothing." I cried harder.

There was a helpless expression on his face.

"I'm so sorry Barcode. I know sorry isn't enough but.... I'm here to clear everything up.... please listen to me for this once....." He said and hugged me tight.

I wanted to push him away but somehow I had no strength to push him at the moment....so I kept crying on his chest.

"P'Jeff, even though I'm acting like this I can understand your reason....if she really is pregnant with your child, you have responsibility for that. It's just I can't make my heart understand.. it'll take time...so you don't have to clear anything anymore. You can go now" I said and finally broke out of his hug.
But he pulled me back on to his chest and hugged me tighter this time.

"She's not pregnant with my child." He blurted out.

I was confused and surprised at the same time.

"Huh?" I tried to look up at him but he hugged me tight again, making it impossible for me to look up at his face.

"Just listen to whatever I have to say first......as I said she's not pregnant with my child everything is clear now..... it's her new boyfriend's child. She lied to me saying she's already 3 months pregnant wheres in reality she's only one month pregnant. It's been more than a month since I last saw her. Her boyfriend texted me and told me everything. The other day we went to check up to make sure of everything and it indeed wasn't mine. I was so relieved, you can't imagine." He explained.

"Goshh...I really thought I won't be able to hug you like this anymore. You makes me happier...I couldn't imagine a life without you anymore...I don't know when it happened but present me really feel strongly about you and I don't know about the future but I'm hoping we could be together forever. I'll make sure to forever be in love with you....and I'll also make sure you'll forever be in love with me too."

I was listening to him silently when I felt a warm drop of water on cheek.

P'Jeffs grip loosen up so I looked up.

He was crying.

I can't help but hug him this time.

There no way he's lying to me.

My heart wants to believe him and I'm believing him.... even tho I might get hurt again in the future I'm willing to... only because of him.

After a while of silence....

"So...can you give me another chance?" He asked.

I have already forgiven him but I don't want to give him the satisfaction this instantly.

"I'll think about it...so you should go home now" I said instead.

I can tell he was disappointed but he didn't insisted on that and got up from my bed.