"Swear that you're all in" I say looking into his eyes,
"I swear I'm all in. Cross my heart" he answered keeping eye contact.
He did not keep his promise after all.
It's today I am moving. I am moving away from all my friends, my football team, my school even my fucking boyfriend. Or my ex I guess, he didn't want long distance but idgaf his loss anyway.
All this just because my mom got a new boyfriend in fucking Atlanta.
She will always choose her new boyfriends over her own kids.
Or should I say money?
She never really cares about her boyfriends either just the money that comes with them.
She will always choose money over her kids and boyfriends.
It's okay tho, she never really was a good mother but at least she gets us the stuff we want.
Maybe not in the right way, because I'm pretty sure using men for money isn't the right way but whatever.
Me and my brother always have to move with her, I mean what else would we do?
Our dad left when he saw that we were twins.
"Too much responsibility" he told my mom and then left with everything.
She tried to trade us for some bottles of vodka and it almost worked, until it didn't.
My mom never told us why it didn't but it damn sure was not because she changed her mind about giving away her kids because they meant to much for us, it was probably more because we cried alot as kids me and my brother and so the vodka guy didn't want us after all.
I have read books about mothers doing everything they can just to get their babies back but it's probably the opposite with my mom.
When I read one of my favorite books Reminders of him and read how much Kenna did just to get her child back it was like a punch right in the stomach, because if my mom got in jail and lost custody of me and my brother it would probably relieve her to finally not have to care about us getting food and stuff so that the second she got out of jail she could get with a guy and spend all her money on herself instead of anything of us.
That's my lovely relationship with my mom.
I don't even know why my mom had to pick that guy, because we have to move all the way from fucking UK to Atlanta.
Like bruh if we're gonna move you can at least let us move to a place a little bit fucking closer instead of another fucking continent, she's a fucking dumbass for real bro.
I get out of my thoughts and go downstairs with my suitcase to my fucked up mom and my twin brother Amin.
We get out to the cab and pack our shit in it and he drives us to the airport.
My airport outfit👇
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