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But why can't I be with her? What is my fault? Is it this much easy to forget someone?
I never imagined that such day would come to my life. I still remember it. I can never forget that day. She came to me, actually not to me but to us. She looked so panic. I didn't knew the reason.
She said,"I can't live here anymore. I have to go. These r my keys. Idk anyone else here. Please, take care of my house's keys for few days. I already sold my house and properties. The new owner will collect the keys from you within 2 days."
She looked at me with teary eyes. She said,"sorry."
She was about to turn but I couldn't handle anymore. So, I just asked her,"where r you going? And y all of a sudden you planned this..!!"
Everyone looked at me. They looked surprised when I asked that but she looked shocked.
She said,"m going back to my home country."
I asked," when will u return?"
She said," never...!!"
One of my friends (who were standing there with me) asked,"but y? Is everything fine?"
She said," yes, m sorry, my flight is about to leave. I can't stay here anymore. And thank you so much for always being there for me. I will miss you all."
I was still in shock. I can't believe it. Is it a dream? But how can she leave like this? No, she can't. I can't let her go like this. She has to give me an answer.
As soon as she went out, I was about to follow her but my friend stopped me and asked,"where r u going? And, y r u behaving like this?"
I didn't wanted to answer him coz I didn't had that much time. So, I just said,"nothing, I am just a little hungry. I will be back soon."
I just rushed out and saw her sitting in a taxi.
I followed her on my car. She took her way towards the airport. I was driving on the highest speed.
As soon as she stopped, i came out of my car and went to her.
I held her hand from behind and asked her,"why r u leaving me?"
She turned towards me and her eyes were teary. She just pushed me and said," I can't stay here anymore. I have no other choice. I always thought that you were there for me. But no..!! U never took me seriously...!! Now, I am nothing. I have nothing here. My job is gone. Even my parents can't wait for more time...!! They just want me to marry. I am going back. Please, forget me."
Her words felt as if someone just stabbed my heart. I didn't knew that what to say.
I said," I love you...!! U know that..!! I never took you casually..!! I was always serious. Y r u leaving me...!! Don't leave me. How can u marry someone else..?"
She said,"okay, I will stop here..but will you marry me? Just leave about marriage, will you accept me in front of everyone?"
I couldn't speak anything. I know that I can't do that. But I said,"you know that I can't do that but still stay here. I need you. How can I live without you?"
She didn't said anything else as if she gave up. As if she gave up on me. She turned towards the airport and started walking.
I was just standing still, watching her walking away from me. I kept on looking at her until she got disappeared right in front of my eyes.
I was not in my senses anymore. I was filled with tears in my eyes. I was about to explode. My heart was aching hard. I never imagined that this would happen with me. I can't bear that pain. I sat inside my car and started driving it harshly. I never felt this way.
It's been more than 2 months since she left me. I am still not fine. Yes, I do look fine from outside but deep inside I m dying day by day. My friends still don't know about my condition. How would they know? I never told them. I never behaved differently in front of them. They don't know that how much I love her. I still wonder if she is fine? She must be married till now. I can't do anything now. I am hopeless. All I want is her happiness which I could never give her. I am such a coward. I am not a good human. My people think that I am like an angel but no.. i m such a devil.
I still remember that day when I first saw her. Since then, I never revealed about her.
2 years ago
Jungkook's pov:
Wow. I woke up early so today. So, let's go to gym.
As soon as I went out of my room, I saw Jin hyung was already awake. He was in kitchen and was preparing tea for himself. He asked me for the tea but I refused as I can't start my day without gym.I went downstairs and entered the gym. Gym was inside our society. It's a very huge society with all the facilities. We don't have to go outside by car to buy anything as everything is available near this area. We have the biggest flat in this society as we r 7. All of us stay here together since last 2 years. We r together since our trainee days.
Gym looked all alone as no one was there today. It was weird than usual but suddenly I remembered that it's sunday. Everyone must be on rest today. I started with some light excercises. Usually, I stay focused while doing excercise but today I can't do that. Coz there was a...
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