Why him...? ♡SebRyan♡

🗝Chapter 7: Day with Kookie🗝

Ryan lifted his head from Sebastian's shoulder. Sebastian looked into his eyes, he looked at his pink cheeks. Ryan noticed and his cheeks got redder, and Sebastian started staring at his lips, Ryan got even more shy. He looked him in the eyes and Ryan nodded slowly once again, he leaned in. Centimeters apart of each other, Ryan leaned in more as it felt like he wanted it so bad for so long... they kissed, it was gently and slow. Sebastian hugged his waist tighter as the kiss got more heated. Ryan wrapped his arms around his neck. It got faster and more sloppy.

(And I'm done.... I'm done ㅠㅠ SERIOUSLY WTF DID I WRITE? ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ Okay okay ignore me please ㅠㅠ)

They parted after a while, Ryan then had to leave because he wasn't really allowed to be in there alone or at all because they wanted to make sure he wasn't going to hurt Ryan before he was allowed to see him. Ryan knew he wouldn't after he explained everything. He was blushing so much after, he went to his room, he couldn't stop thinking about it, he loved his arms around him tightly. Sebastian smiled and laid down after Ryan left. He had really kissed him, his lips were so soft and sweet. Sebastian loved it and definitely wanted more of it, he sighed as he started craving his lips. Ryan trying to sleep couldn't, he tried and tried but he wanted more.

Sebastian waited for Ryan to come back, he couldn't sleep because of this. Something inside him to wait, and he did come back. Ryan laid next to him immediately. Sebastian pulled him closer and Ryan snuggled into him, they fell asleep instantly. It was about 5am and Ryan had to leave Sebastian or they'll be mad because they still weren't sure if he was going to hurt Ryan.

Ryan had decided to take a walk just because, and because he needed time to think about if he still liked Sebastian. Sure they kissed but he wasn't sure. He started coming back but he felt like someone was following him... he then remembered the kidnapper, they never found the people dead or alive... they just disappeared... but then the kidnapper left a note to the police saying he was behind it.... they found finger prints but it belonged to a missing person... they were making the people they kidnapped to write the letters and mail it so their prints weren't there.... He knew this because he saw it on the news while everyone ate lunch together before he had seen Sebastian for the first time in what it felt like forever.

(This meant Yoongi and Taehyung were home for once)

Ryan unfortunately was next but didn't know. He started walking quickly and he hit the button on the bracelet Seri gave him over and over again. Soon he found himself running back and then he bumped into someone....

Thankfully it was just Jungkook, he saw the alert Ryan was giving and immediately went out to find him, he wasn't going to let anyone touch Ryan again... he quickly wrapped his arms around Ryan to protect him and looked around to make sure he was safe. He noticed a guy in the bushes and he didn't notice Jungkook saw him. Jungkook didn't know what to do, he can't just take Ryan home and let this guy know where they lived. So he took Ryan places like other parks or malls or stores, just about everywhere. He never left his side, he may have been shot and passed out immediately but even if it happened again he would do any and everything to protect Ryan.

**Jungkook's pov**

We were at an ice cream shop because we wanted some and I didn't want to take him home yet, it wasn't safe. Ryan was having fun though, I'm definitely his favorite. Apparently I said that out loud on accident and he smiled trying not to laugh. He broke and burst out laughing. I started laughing too, his laugh is very continuous. I took him to the beach lastly, it was about 11pm I guess... he seemed to be really happy even though everything that happened this morning.

I'm not sure exactly when I became protective of him..... I know it started before I was with Taehyung and definitely before he met Sebastian... it just felt like the closer we got the more I wanted to keep him as safe as possible. That why I asked my mom all time if he could stay at our house, to keep him away from his dad. She loved Ryan but then told me to stop asking because we can't have him over all the time. She didn't know about his dad though but I still ignored her for about a year. I didn't really mean to, but I was panicking and so upset I couldn't get Ryan away from him. I blamed myself everyday and it was worse on the days he'd come back to school and be weak and in pain. I always hated myself if I couldn't protect him... especially after that day Sebastian's dad had kidnapped him, I knew he was crying and begging for us, I just have that sense when he cries or is in danger.

But now he was in my lap watching the ocean. I had forgotten to tell the others what we were doing but I just wanted to make sure he's safe. His safety was the only thing I cared about right now. Hopefully they'll understand... surely they would right? I mean definitely they would, they cared about his safety almost as much as I did. We laid down in the sand to look at the stars, and I held him gently. I know he knows how much I love him...but there really is words to explain it... it's different... I love him so much but not like a close friend or lover, you know? I don't know what the feeling is but I'm just glad he excepts it.

I looked around it seemed the guys had disappeared. (He did a long time ago Kookie since like the first mall🥲🤫)I pick Ryan up as he fell asleep in my arms. It was always adorable seeing him like that. I carefully put him in the car and put the seat back, I grabbed a blanket I keep in the car because he likes his sleep and carefully put it over him. I shut the door and quickly went to the driver's seat just incase. We got home and Seri was about to yell but I shut her up respectfully (not) and she stopped seeing Ryan, as always even though he's away from his dad we still respect his sleep as he lost so much of it...

I tucked him in once again and placed his bunny next to him, he hugged it immediately and drifted into a deeper sleep. I always loved seeing him with the bunny, he and that bunny made everything better, it was so adorable...

End of chapter...
Bye bye loves 💜