Been awhile since ive wrote anything, hope yall like it.
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i feel wonderfull when im surrounded by friends and family .
Yet ..... that feeling only last for that moment
It only last when im around those i love and care about
that feelin of being loved, wanted, cherised, missed
It only last for those moments ......
Moments that i try to have often.
In those moments i feel wonderfull.
After or before ....
When im alone, when not around anyones, especially family i feel this empending doom of lonelyness that i cannot shake off.
that feeling of not only being lonely but Alone.
Alone in the sence of not having that one other person to share those moments with family and friends
Alone in not sharing victories and acompleshments
Alone in spending holidays or special ocations feeling lonely as i watch those around me
Yet, i know im not alone but that feeling of loneliness is more heartbreaking than anything
But i surrond myshelf with friends, especially family to feel wonderfull
even if its for that moment ...
At least its a moment ....
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MIRROR
PoesieWas going have only one poem but not anymore. Ok so these are poems that are how i actually felt couple of years ago: sad, lonely, lost, hopeless, confused .........
