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Mickesy pov:

I had a fucking horrible work day today and I just wanted to get home and fucking do Nothing.

First my co worker got sick so I had to take his shift and then I got the News that I had to work a double tommorow like come on.

When I got home I opened the door and was greeted by my boyfriend sitting on the Couch drinking a beer and watching Tv.

He turned to me and said: Hey Mick how was work?

I was pissed I dont know why mabye it was because I didn't want to talk About work but hell should I know.

I just answered: It was fine can you get of my ass!?

He looked at me and said: Sorry grumpyhead come on sit with I can help you calm you down I missed you at work. You had a Long shift or why did you come home late?

I snapped I dont fucking know why but I did: God for fucks sake can you just shut the hell up with your fucking clingyness atleast Im fucking working and not sitting here like you cause you cant get a fucking Job! Hey I'm Ian I don't know if I'm up or down or up or down and I can't take my meds reguarly cause I don't know how to take care of myself!

All my stress just overtook me and I regretted every single fucking word I said and when I looked at Ian I saw the sadness in his eyes and I never felt that guilty before.

Before I could say anything he grabbed his beer his jacket and wanted to leave but I grabbed his arm and said: Ian please I didn't mean- but I couldn't finish my sentence cause he started yelling: NO MICK I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOU FUCKING APOLOGIE YOU KNOW HOW I STAND TO MY DISEASE AND I THOUGHT YOU WERE THE ONE PERSON WHO LOVED ME THE WAY I AM NO MATTER IF I TAKE MY MEDS OR NOT BUT YOU ARE JUST LIKE MY ENTIRE FAMILY WHY DON'T YOU COMPARE ME TO MY CRAZY MOTHER WHO SLIT HER WRIST AT THANKSGIVING DINNER HUH!? JUST FUCK OFF!

With that he shoved me aside and slammed the door in my face.

Fuck I'm and idiot.

I wanted to go after him but I knew he needed space so I gave it a bit but after and hour he still wasn't back and I got fucking worried.

I tried calling him like Five times but I only got to the Mailbox.

FUCK.

I couldn't just sit here any longer waiting and Maybe getting a call from the fucking Hospital.

I thought that he could be at his house so I grabbed my shoes and my Jacket and made my way to the Gallaghers.

When I arrived I knocked at the door and Lip opened up but as soon as he saw me he wanted to close the door again but I put my foot in the door so it wouldn't close and Lip asked: What the fuck do you want Mickey!?

That gave me the awarness that Ian was here so I just said: Let me the fuck in I Need to talk to him!

He just shook his head and said: No I mean what the fuck has gotten into you Mick!? You know how horrible he feels knowing he cant get a Job because he is mentaly ill! You know how Long it took him to grew even the tiniest bit of accaptence and self love! It was terrefiing for him thinking he will end up like our mother! AND YOU FUCKING KNOW IT SO I DON'T GIVE A SINGLE FUCK HOW STRESSED YOU ARE YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TALK TO MY BROTHER LIKE THAT! EVER! YOU HEAR ME MILKOVICH!?

I looked at him and I knew everything Lip just said was Right so I just answered: Yeah I fucking hear you Lip but I Need to talk to him it's killing me that I hurt him but I Need to make it Right please!?

I saw him thinking for a Moment and then he said: Fine but if he wants you to leave you fucking leave you fucking leave!

I nodded and he let me in and pointed up the stairs so I ran upstairs and saw him laying in his bed, facing the wall.

I took a shaky breath and walked up to the bed and saw him slighty sniffling.

It broke my heart and I said: Hey Red.

I saw his Body tense and then he wiped his Tears and turned to me and I could see the Exhaustion in his eyes.

He stood up, pushed me out of the way and said: Leave!

I didn't move and said: Ian please I'm fucking sorry I didn't mean it and you know it and I know it's no fucking excuse but I fucking love you and it Tears me apart knowing that I hurt you but please don't do this don't walk away from me not again.

He looked at me and said: Don't you think I love you too I love you more them anything hell I fucking Need you but I also Need someone who loves me the way I am and not just the good side of me every fucking side of me cause I know from years of expirience that most People only liked me as Long as my bipolar got the good side of me but when it came to the other side they left because it was to much for them to handle so I'm asking you Mick if you can fucking handle that cause if you can't then fucking say it now!

I walked up to him and hugged him tightly saying: Of Course I am I have been since day one and I know I fucked up like really bad and I am so so sorry for that but I love you firetorch and I want you to know that I will stay with you no matter what alright?

I swear I could feel the smile creeping up his face and he just said: I love you too thug just don't leave alright?

I hugged him tighter if that was even possibel and said: Never Red Head you won't get rid of me that easily.

He pulled away and I kissed him and said: I'm sorry for everything.

He just whisperd: It's okay just don't do it again.

I smiled and said: I promise I wont Gallagher.

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