Yours

Chapter 28

"I am sorry for disturbing what you would supposed to do." I said as I walk away from that disgusting place.

I can hear Jungkook shouting for my name but I don't have the guts to listen to him right now.

Tears keep flowing from my eyes as I reminisce all the memories I had with Jungkook.

My mind became so chaotic each second had pass, the memories I had with him starts to get blurry.

I don't know if it is my brain is blurring those memories or it is my eyes who are now full of tears.

Wet by the rainfall I was still lucky because people can't see me walk out of the university with tears flowing out from my eyes.

I can't forget what they did out there.

This is what my unnies told me that I shouldn't give everything to him but I didn't listen.

This is what I get, a broken heart and a puffy eyes tomorrow.

I immediately hail a cab that almost pass by me.

Telling him the address of the house and I keep silent.

I don't know why tears keep streaming out of my eyes.

Is this really what they call love? I thought love is perfect.

I didn't know that love accompanies this kind of pain, that as if I just want to clutch my heart and take it out of my body.

The love I saw was perfect just like Sana unnie and Jin oppa, Yoongi oppa and Nayeon unnie.

I was obedient from my childhood to this day. I did everything to be a perfect daughter, friend, and a sister to everyone I have met why are you making me feel this pain?

I want to scream it all out, so that maybe it would lessen the pain just a little bit.

This is the most worst painful thing I have experienced.

Once the car stop me infront of our house, I immediately paid the driver without looking at the bill I had.

Before I enter the house, Jungkook was already behind me also wet due to the sudden rain.

"Tzuyu! Please let's talk!" He said as he chased after me who is now entering the house.

I fasten my pace because he was already running towards me.

I groan silently in annoyance when he finally got a grip on my waist.

"What do you want to talk?" I asks looking him at the eyes.

I had the courage to look at him in the eyes because I know he won't see these tears which is already covered by my wet hair.

"What you have seen there was just a misunderstanding she-"

"What are you trying to explain? Is it right for me to be out of there right? You were supposed to do something that I shouldn't know." I cut him from what he was supposed to say.

You don't need to explain to me anymore, I already see what you guys did there.

"Tzuyu, what are you talking about? I should explain to you because... " He paused for too long and it makes me more hurt because I think he doesn't want to know what he supposed to say.

"Because what?" I asks him back trying to stop myself from bursting out on him. "You love me yoda, I saw it in your eyes."

"What you saw out there while ago was a misunderstanding, It wasn't me who kissed her." He tried to explain but I don't know why I am not believing him anymore.