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I wanna be the boy you look at when you walk around. You seem to only say the things I want to hear when I'm sad.

Is it too much to ask for someone to stay around? Do I have to just beg for them to be with me. It's tiring. I just want to sleep. I want to sleep till no one will remember my voice or face.

I want to be drowned in sleep.

I'm not the girls you keep talking about. It's hurting to hear how much you like them. It's painful to see how much you enjoy them and not me.