Dysphoria

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Fandom: haikyu

Cg:sakusa

Little:Atsumu

Little age: 4-1

Requested by: @suckwow

summery: Atsumu was born afab  and was feeling dysphoria and ended up not binding safely, sakusa finds out and  has to lecture him and put him in timeout and the rest of the night was spent cuddling and watching movies.

tw: timeouts curse word (censored)

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Atsumu pov: i woke up feeling more masculine and threw on my binder. i  got ready for the day and went downstairs to find my brother osamu waiting for me so we could go to school. i smiled at him  grabbed a poptart for breakfast  and we left.

once we got to school we went to the gym for our morning practice. we changed quickly and went to stretch with the rest of the team. after we finished stretching we started to do some 2v2.  it was me and sakusa vs osamu and suna. we started the match and me and sakusa had been winning  until i started to loose my breath. i jumped to serve and when i hit the floor i colapsed. everyone was staring at me.

sakusa ran over to me and picked me up looking at me. i started to slip as i was in my caregivers arms. sakusa noticed i was wearing my binder and scowled at me as he picked me up and took me to the locker room he took off m shirt and went to take off my binder. i panicked and  moved away from him " no dada no take off."

sakusa pov: after atsumu stopped me from taking off his binder i sighed softly and look at him " baby i have to take it off other wise its gonna hurt you." i say as i try to get him to come over to me on his own accord. he sniffles and looks at me " no take off feel yucky..." he says as his eyes fill with tears. " oh baby im sorry you feel like that. but dada doesnt want you to be hurt." i say softly he clings onto me as he starts crying. i rub his back softly as he sobs.  i sigh and look at him he sniffles clings to me. i sighs and put my hoodie on him so i can take him home.

once i get home with him  i take him to my room and try to get the binder off again he hits me and starts crying. i look at him with a stern look " young man we do not hit." he looks at me " nu f**k you!" he screams. i scowl and look at him"thats it young man heres whats gonna happen , im going to take off your binder then your going to spend 10 minutes in the corner." he starts crying as i pick him up and set him on my lap " nu dada i sowwy." he sobs i feel guilty but i cant le him get away for hitting , screaming ,and saying a bad word. i finally take off his binder and put a baggy shirt on him he sobs and reaches for the binder i pick him up and set him in the corner. he starts to quietly cry.

i set the timer for ten minutes and leave to go get some snacks and water for after his timeout. once the timer goes off i go back to my room and look at my baby who was crying and shaking. " baby." i say softly he looks at me ad runs to me " oh darling its okay dada just needs you to tell him what you did wrong." he sniffles " i hits you and said a no no word an scweamed at yous." i nod and sit down on my bed and look at him " do you want a sippy cup or a bottle?" he looks at me " baba." i nod and pour the water into a bottle. i give it to him and turn on the tv.

" what do you wanna watch baby?" i asks softly. he smiles before saying " dwagon." i smile and turn on how to train your dragon. the rest of the night was spent cuddling and watching movies.


A/N: jeez that took  forever also im back bois.

word count:711 words


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