*skips to a couple days later*
Today was Todd's funeral and honestly I didn't wanna go but I did to support novah and her mom. Novah had been crying nonstop since she found out and she ended up going through depression. Her mom has been trying to keep calm and not show any emotions but I can tell she can't hold it in.
Todd's funeral is in 2 hours and I still need to get dressed because I had to be there a little early
I took a hot shower washed my face brushed my teeth did my hygiene and put on my black long dress and black sparkly sandals. I brushed my hair down and I ate a bowl of cereal even though I was eating at the funeral.
I arrived at the funeral and I got out my car and went to novah and her mom Sasha. I hugged them both
"We'll get through this" I told her hugging her again
"Thank you nylah" she said
"Your welcome Sasha anything for family"
"It's gonna be ok soon Nov" I said hugging her
"I know" she said sniffing "how could they murder him knowing he had a family back home" she questioned
"Not now nov" I told her patting her back
--
The funeral was finally over and they were putting Todd in the ground. It's sad how me and him just spoke and he told me to keep on following my dreams. I couldn't believe they took him from his family like that.
I made it back home and I took another hot shower and changed into something more comfortable. Soon as I was finna get comfortable on the couch someone knocks at the door. Ughhhh
"Who is it" I asked
"Chris"
I opened the door
"Sup"
"Wassup" he said smiling
"Come in"
"Thank you"
"Ok so I'ma get right to it" he said
"K" I said folding my arms and sitting
"I really like novah and I know she's going through something right now so can you give her these for me, and tell her she has my blessing and I'll keep praying for her family" he said handing me a card and some flowers
"Will do, she's gonna like this a lot" I told him
"I hope so, bye nylah"
"Bye Chris"
I still couldn't believe I'm friends and live next door to Chris fucking brown 😩
August
It's been a couple days and I haven't seen nylah and Ian gone lie a nigga said some messed up shit to shawty couple nights ago. So I wanted to apologize because I know she's going through a lot right now with novah's dad. May he rest in peace. And a nigga was actually feeling her. Usually I'll fuck em and dip and Neva hear from em again but it's some about nylah that make a nigga horny and I'm catching feelings when I usually dont
I turned on Chris street and I went to the house next door. I heard novah say she live next to him. And that day I saw a girl jogging ova their so that gotta be ha crib.
I pulled in the yard turned my car off and got out. I walked up the steps and I rung the doorbell.
"Who is it" she said
Her voice was so beautiful
"August Alsina"
She opened the door smiling