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Levi's POV.
After science and several other shitty classes Eren and I headed to our Drama club. The club was doing a project on Romeo and Juliet were you had to recite a verse or part of the play.I really hated it, and didn't want to do this shit!! But I at least remembered the words in the dame book, if not almost all of it.
After this we're going to do a play on a movie that's called Maurice or Bangkok Love Story. And then figure out who's playing what.
Both are a movie about two gay men who fall in love. But we're going to just have a regular couple. A few people already took there turn for the project or whatever and they were terrible!
Messing up there words, some stuttered a lot, others just made up some of the lines to just get by, and some made complete fools of themselves.
It was finally my turn to go on stage, and unlike some of these idiots who's stage fright and just joined to seem poetic, or to just get girls (a.k.a Jean), me, Eren, and very few others are actually here to learn about literature.
I went on the stage and looked out into the dark crowd of students, class mates, and teachers as well as others here to just observe. I closed my eyes for a few seconds and took a deep breath, then my eyes snapped open.
"O Romeo, Romeo wherefore art thou Romeo? Deny thy father and refuse thy name. Or if thou wilt not, be sworn my love, and no longer be a Capulet." Yes I'm reciting the part of Juliet on the balcony.
Mr. Pyxis read the next line, as he did for all the other students in his drama club. "Tis but a name that is my enemy. Thou art thyself, though not a Montague.
What's Montague? It is nor hand nor foot, nor arm nor face, nor any other part belonging to man. O be some other name! What is a name? That which we call a rose by any other word would smell just as sweet.
So Romeo would, were he not Romeo call'd. Retain that dear perfection which he owes without that title. Romeo, doff thy name, and for thy name, which is no part of thee, Take all myself!"
I opened my eyes up from closing them again. My hands lay across my chest from getting caught up in the moment. I composed myself, cleared my throat, then bowed.
I heard clapping and looked up to find it to be Mr. Pyxis. "Well done. Very well done. You see ladies, that's how it is done. Now that's a true actor!" I just shrugged and scratched the back of my head.
"Well, I wouldn't real say I'm a true actor. Maybe a minor one, or somewhat less. But I'm really not all that great.....YEAH, ESPECIALLY SINCE IT'S GAY!!" I glared out into the croud of students at the remark.
Which of course was made by none other than Jean. I kept glaring at him as I took my seat. Mr. Pyxis took notice on what Jean had said and marched right over to him. "For your information it isn't gay.
In fact in the olden day of theatre the roles of the women would often be played by young men who had yet to mature or reach puberty yet.
Which was the case, that however women were not allowed to participate in plays seeing as it was against the rules.
So would it be fitting to set you in a womans role in the upcoming play?" Mr. Pyxis was leaned over Jean as he gulped. Eren and I tried our best not to laugh as he frantically shook his head no. I felt a nudge and looked over at Eren.
"You were really magnificent up there." I could feel warmth spread across my cheeks and looked away. "No, I wasn't really that great." I shifted a bit uncomfortably in my seat.
"Yeah, you were. Levi you're the best in here. Hell, you're the best one in the whole damn school and I'm sure Mr. Pyxis would agree with me." I blushed more at his complement, and I was glad he was too dense to notice.
"Th....thanks." I knew that if I kept arguing I'd loose. Most of the time I always do when it comes to something like this. But that didn't matter. I was just glad that Eren complemented me. Because to me a complement from him means the world.
Was I in love with my best friend. Yes, ever since the third grade. And no, he still doesn't how about it. I don't know how I can bring myself to tell him, or even how to say it. I was terrified just by telling him I was gay.
How the hell am I suppose to tell him that I've been in love with him for nine years, maybe ten years! I can't just go ahead and blurt it out. Or just be like "I've been in love with you since we were seven and in the third grade. Now please, love me!"
I could make him feel confused, or scare him. I could even make him feel conflicted, or he could even get mad at me. There are endless possibilities, and I don't know what could happen.
Anything could happen though. We could end up together and as a happy couple. But, we could also end up getting into a fight yelling and throwing things at each other.
We could end up trying to hurt one another, or one of us be asked to leave. We could wind up never seeing each other ever again. I don't know what I'd do if I was never allowed to see Eren again.
Never to be around him. Never to hear his laugh, see his smile, listen to his complements. Never to have our little arguments over my cleaning fetish, or to see how he looks when he wakes up each morning.
Never to be able to be near him and feel his warmth as he raps his arms around me in a tight hug. Never be able to wash his clothes, make him breakfast, touch his things.
Never to be able to borrow his favorite hoodie that I love so damn much cause it smells just like him. Never ever be able to be able to be with him ever again, or to even be able to say his name.
All of that gone, in an instant. And never even given the chance to know what it would've been like if we were in a relationship. I don't think I'd be able to go on living if Eren was to leave me.
I don't know, and I'm not sure, but it'd be hell without Eren being in my life. I was suddenly snapped out of my thoughts for a moment. "Levi. Hay, the clud's over with. You still wanna go to the others, you don't look too good. You alright?"
I hadn't realized that I was thinking so hard. "What, no. I'm fine, just thinking a bit to much I guess." I grabbed my bag off the floor and headed to the double doors of the theater. "What was it that you were thinking about?
Do you wanna talk about it?" I stopped right when I grabbed the door handle and turned around to look at him. "It was nothing, really. Come on let's get to my next club meeting before we're late." He nodded and followed me out.
I had club meetings with my Home Ec. club, chess club, gymnastics club, book club, and several many others. By the time we got home it was almost past eight thirty.
Neither of us was all that hungry, and we were both exhausted from all my club meetings. "Why'd they have to do all the club meeting today!! Ugh!!" My legs ached as I groaned climbing up the stairs.
Eren followed me up the steps groaning even louder than me. "I'm never doing that with you again. Ugh, it hurts!!!" I rolled my eyes at him as we both weakly got ready for bed. And I hadn't even bother to take a shower beforehand. Whatever, I'll do it in the morning.
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Alright, here is the chapter. Tell me what you think and I know it's way overdue. But I'm glad I finished this chapter. The reason why it took me so long was cause I was looking up a name play over the internet that doesn't even exist.So I had to look up a movie. Which is the reason for the movies in this chaper called Maurice and Bangkok Love Story.
Not completely sure what it's about but I have a idea. And yeah, both of them are about two gay men falling in love together. But write, comment, like, share, and post to your hearts content. Bie~Nie! (^_^)
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