Lowlife (Dokutah Male reader x Arknight)

Killing

Breathing the air as he feels free from everything for a moment. For a moment, he feels alive, and free like he wants to be. Slowly looking at his palm that was covered by enemy blood, he wiped it near a wall while looking at the sunrise while admiring the view as much as he could since he knew moments like this were very rare sights to get without being disturbed.

*Footstep*

Footsteps can be heard from behind as it slowly comes toward Y/n. Without looking back at them he can confirm who they are.

Y/n: Did Theresis send his army again?

Theresa: No.

Y/n: Is that so? Good, more time to rest. It makes me sick seeing his face.

Theresa:...

Theresa went beside Y/n as she watched the sunrise. Theresa looks at Y/n as she feels very sorry for him. She even feels huge guilt inside her growing up every day she sees Y/n.

Y/n is a good guy, but all of it turns him into a bad guy to win a war between her and Theresis because of them. There so many operators had the sacrifice to minimize the chance to lose, and in the end, they gained a victory against Theresis's army.

Because of her, and others, he became like this after he was forced to be a battlefield operator against his will. She doesn't have another choice, she chooses Y/n as a commander of the battlefield itself since he is very strategic at everything he does… except when he eats ramen at 3 AM using his mouth to cook the ramen. Awesome right?

Y/n: Don't worry about me, Theresa… I'm fine. There is nothing you should worry about me. It is my fault I don't keep myself in check to prevent I'm becoming what I am right now.

Theresa: I apologize Y/n for forcing you to become commander of the operator.

Y/n: No… no need to apologize. I choose this path myself. Not you or others.

Y/n turns to her as he sees her face as both of their eyes meet. Y/n brown pupils meet with Theresa's diamond pink pupil as both of them stare at each other without blinking.

Y/n: Right now, you and I have our role. You know what your role is right?

Theresa: Yes. I remember my role clearly.

Y/n walks close to her, closing the gap as he seems taller than her by a few inches. Theresa looks up to Y/n as he stares down at her while smiling.

Y/n: But… you are still incompetent… and naive. Killing your kin is not that hard.

Theresa: It just… I can't bear to see my people get killed by me. You are fine since your race… is unknown yet mysterious. Only you and the Priestess are of the same race.

Y/n: “This woman…” The Operator is the one that kills your people, not you.

Theresa: I know… but still the Operator is just following the order that you give. While you are giving the order because of me.

Y/n: Don't overthink it, we are at war right now. For now, focus on winning, nothing else. We can't lose at any single operation right now. Just forget the past.

Theresa: But the feeling I go through that time I can't forget.

Y/n: “My sanity…” Can you… at least be positive for a while?

Theresa nodded her head as she looked at where Y/n looked, sunsets. Looking at the sunset reminds her of Theresis, her brother. In the past, she always watched the sunset with her brother to forget the pain they received from uninfected people.