My Life

Don't they see she just wants to leave?

Just leave me alone, I can do this on my own.

My family, my friends, I'm sorry I've dug my own grave.

You can't keep me here forever.

This world is so cruel,

as my pulse is fading,

no one cared to bring me to the light.

You wanted to, but I tell you, I'm past saving.

I can't take this anymore.

As I load the bullet, I remember once,

How I was happy,

But never again.

With a shaking hand,

I put the cold metal in my mouth,

A bang shakes my body.

Father rushes in,

To a scene he wishes he had never see.

Her pulse fading away,

"I'm sorry," She whispers.

The ambulance couldn't get her heart working again,

She was dead on the scene,

Never did he think,

He'd be the one to bury her,

Leaving flowers on the grave,

the heavens are crying,

to match the Grandma's face.