Writings of Summer Blayre

Smile

      (April 30, 2015)
      In life some things go the wrong way, temptation leads you in the wrong direction. Sometimes you make it all the way to the end, to realize tht with one more step, you'd fall off a ledge. But you had gone too far to turn around, so when you tried, you realized the path was gone. You thought you were headed the right way, to find out while you were dazing, they retreated.

        You let the monster in, blinded by experience, to realize you were destroying yourself. The addiction drives your body into fits, fits of convulsion and confusion.  Starting to realize yourself as a monster, regretting it, but wanting more. Hating yourself for ruining your life, wishing you could go back and change it.

        Pulling at your hair, running around, screaming, feeling numb from the pain and withdrawal. Breathing hard, not focused, vision blurred, once again, you walk in the wrong direction. Falling down, plummetting toward your death, as the monster greets you, with open veins and a killer smile.