Blame me

Where have you been?

After that day where I fixed up enough courage to kiss my wife,Shay,I haven't spoken to Mikey.I know that if Mikey met Natalie he would melt. Natalie doesn't have my color eyes,nor her mothers. I have crystal blue eyes and Natalie has a light green and her mother has brown.She has similar hair,dark blonde hair that's sort of curly. She has her mother complexion. My mom and Shay don't get along to well. Shay says its for no reason but mom swears up and down that Natalie doesn't need a mother like Shay. The only thing they can agree on is how they hate mine and Shays huge house.My mother is a nut though so you can see why I don't believe anything she says.Lately Shay has had to work almost constantly and I never knew her job had so many "Bring your kid to work day". I'm a stay at home dad which doesn't bother me. Shay works so hard though, as a mom and a wife. I decided to help and get a job,besides watching my little girl. I decided to work where Shay works so we can be with each other no matter what. I got the job and asked where Shay Lones-Cooper was,turns out she hasn't worked there for over two years.Then my stupidity faded and I realized the God awful truth. Natalie May Cooper wasn't my daughter.She was Mikey's. I called Shay up while trying to hold back the tears. "So this is what it feels like to be killed" I spoke on the phone while walking up the driveway." OMG are you okay" Shay asked quietly." I don't know,ask Mikey and tell Natalie when she gets older that I loved her more than any man could and that she only comes when it's her time and tell Natalie and Sabo and my mom that I am so sorry" I shakingly scream while pulling out the rope that was supposed to be for Natalie's swing." I hope Natalie's  real dad and her cheating mother are happy together" I spoke while jumping off our balcony with the rope tied tight. That was the end but someone I loved as much as Natalie took my place. After Shay found out I was dead she ran away to a different state with Mikey,leaving Natalie in my mothers care. My mother is now with me. Sabo was 16 the day I kissed Shay and 20 the day he became a "father".