"mommy, can you tell me about mama? your guys love story" Nora asks as she walks in to the living room.
"you want me to know about mama?" she asks patting the seat next to her.
"mmh"
"okay, our story isn't the greatest at all but I will tell you" she says putting her arm around her daughter.
"so we met when I was fifteen and she was sixteen, we dated for a year.."
JESSE J AGE: 16 -21 (2021)
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BILLIE O AGE: 20
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listen to 'the 30th' for every chapter.
billie I chug my water as I stand in the middle of the stage, the fans cheer at that making me roll my eyes with a small smile and laugh.
dumbasses.
I put the bottle down and look around the arena full of people as I sing, my heart flutters when I notice a child around eight years old dancing with her mom in the seated area.
I wonder what my daughter looks like now.
my hand grips on the shirt tightly as I sing and remove my eyes from them, i force myself to not look in that direction for the rest of the show.
as soon as it's over I rip off the wires on me and hop on the scooter to the green room, my bodyguards follow me but stay outside the door as I refresh myself.
"c'mon billie" I mumble trying to get myself to call jesse, I get off her contact and switch of my phone as I let out a breath.
"billie" I hear finneas on the door, "I'm coming in" as soon as he steps in I glare at him, he knows not to bring up the situation.
"I just wanted to check if you were okay" he says putting his hands up, I let out a breath in disbelief and shake my head.
if one thing my brother hates and could never forgive me for is how I treated jesse, so if it comes to the topic.. he gets closed off.
"I'm fine" I mumble pushing him out and change my clothes, "stupid self" I mumble undoing my hair.
a little background.. "jesse, you gotta be fucking joking. I'm only sixteen and my career just started, I can't have this fucking child" I say standing up.
"and I'm not going to force you to, but please billie just think about it. you're all I have and you'll start touring, it would help for me to have a little one to take care of" she says.
"then get a fucking dog, not a child!"
"please just think about it, the world does have to know and it will be my responsibility" she tells me holding my hand.
"I can't jesse, I came here to say I want to break up anyways" I tell her, her face drops completely as her tears well upon her eyes.
"right" she mumbles, "okay" she nods getting up and disappears in her room, I sit there for a while before getting up and leave the house.
she's only going to drag me down, my career just started.
