We were best friends. Lena and Josh. We were suppose to be forever.
Aparently the world didn't want us to be toghether because when I turned 18 he started to push me away and hang out with other people, the "cool" ones. Few months later he became more popular, leaving me AND our frendship in the past. At the beggining I was heart broken... he was my BEST FRIEND after all.
But then something changed.
I had a boyfriend and Josh had got himself a girlfriend, and suddenly, I was happy. I mean I liked Derek very much. He was sweet, caring, handsome and I thought that I was in love with him. Obviously he didn't love me enough because I found him cheating on me. I shouted at him and kept shouting at him, because if I was angry at him i wouldn't be sad, and I wasn't going to cry in front of him.
So I left.
I couldn't go to my house. Too many fragile things and with all that rage that my body was containing I was afraid I might break something. So I went to the first place that came to my mind.
It was Josh house, of course.
I needed my best friend again, to tell him how I was doing, what were my new habbits...anything. Maybe he didn't wanted to see me. Maybe he forgot about me, but I didn't care, I needed him in my life and I was getting tired of doing nothing about it.
When I arrived to his place I was more scared than ever. What if he was in an intense making out with his girlfriend? What if he was naked and watching TV?
I managed to knock the door, and when he saw me... He hugged me. I started to cry on his shoulder and he kept telling me "I'm sorry" making me cry even more. When I calmed down he invited me in and we talked. A lot. Like we never split up.
We catched up on everything and I found out that he lost his girlfriend too.
We started to hang out again, this time he promised to never leave me again. We were best friends like we used to be. What he didn't know is that I was developing a crush on him.
One day he showed up at my door with coffe and cupcakes (My favorite) and took all of me not to say to him that I was falling for him. So I didn't told him. But I did kiss him. And I was sorprised when he kissed me back. After a while and lots of making out, we became boyfriend and girlfriend and it was all perfect again and this time I knew I loved him and I knew we were forever.
And I was right.
