POV's based on songs;)

Billie Eilish:Everything I wanted

Pov: Anya sings a song at one of Bonnie & Enzo's house parties.

At this point I didn't really feel much of anything. But I did feel my love for Bonnie & Enzo. This is the very first time I'm meeting their friends. I recently moved to mystic falls, for Bonnie & Enzo.

I'm difficult, I have severe anxiety & depression, I also have separations anxiety. Then on top of that Cancer.

Which hurts but I'm used to it, Bonnie & Enzo don't know about my cancer bc I jus found out.

They say they wanted me to move here so that they could be closer to me & so they didn't have to travel far all the time. But I'm reality I think it's because they think I'm gonna kill my self & they won't be able to get to me in time to stop or save me .

So tonight as it is my first time here for my introduction, I'll be singing a song that I wrote .
Music is my escape from all the bullshit in my life.

Everyone was downstairs waiting for me to come down. But my anxiety was killing me . I was pacing back n fourth playing with my fidget toy that I've had since I was a very little girl.

Only thing I have from my old life. A group of rogue vampire murdered my entire family when I was 11 & no one believed me when I told them what killed my family so they put me in a mental hospital. Until I was 20.

Unfair yea tell me about it. That place fucked me up badly it's probably why I have all the problems I do now.

I'll be 26 in a month. But anyways back to the point here.

I had finally gathered all my courage after smoking a little pot but it was prescribed or at least that's what Enzo n Bonnie thought.

I walked out of my shared room & headed down stairs. As I walked down the stairs my heels clacked on the hard wood floors causing everyone to stop & stare at me.

Under their gazes I felt small, I felt as if they were picking every detail of me apart in their head.

I shook those thoughts out of my head & put a smile on my face as  Enzo & Bonnie walked up & each gave me small kisses on my cheek.

"Everyone this is our girlfriend Ayana Parks." Bonnie said smiling wildly. I stared at her , really took in all her features . She was the most gorgeous woman I've ever seen in my entire boring life.

"Hello everyone." I put my head down avoiding eye contact with anyone playing with my fidget behind my back.

Enzo put his hand on the lower part of my back . His warm but cold touch sent goosebumps across my body. I felt heat in all the wrong places.

"So Bonnie & Enzo tell us that you sing?" Caroline said cheerfully.

I nodded "yes I sing & play i the piano & bass guitar." I said smiling as I thought of my music.

"So you'll be singing for us tn?" Klaus asked curiosity written all over his face.

"Yes I will, it's an original song that I wrote in one of my darkest times . Enzo & Bonnie trusts you all very deeply so I think I'm fine with sharing with you all. After all I'm not going anywhere so why not." I said as I pointed where a microphone was set up.

"Yes I cannot wait , you are jus peachy already" Rebekah said taking a seat on the couch with a drink in her hand.

I smiled & turned to the microphone. That's when my nerves hit me n I lost my breath for a second & zoned out .

"Love are you ok? You don't have too if you don't want too." Enzo said behind me.

"Yes I'm fine just a little nervous I've never sung In front
Of anyone except you & bon." I stated playing with my fingers.