Please remember me (Bang Chan)

Part 3

Y/n pov:
I moved back to my mothers house. My words were harsh but I couldn't stand it anymore. I didn't feel any connection to Chan and our fight was the last straw for me. How dare he criticise with who I spend time or how hard I try to remember my life. All I did was I went out with my childhood best friend who is the only friend I remember. But still I feel  bad for leaving him like that.

Author's pov:
You got back to your day to day life. You often thought how Chan was doing and wanted to call him but you didn't want to give him false hopes.

Chan wasn't really doing great. He couldn't stay in your apartment. It hurt too much. So he moved to his friend Felix's place. He was supposed to stay there for a few days at first but ended up staying there longer. He was very broken because he had lost his world.

Y/n pov:
It's been two weeks since I broke up with Chan and I feel terrible now. I remembered that the friend with who I went out used to be my boyfriend and he has always wished to get back together. Now I understand why Chan criticised me when I went out with him. I feel terrible for leaving him because of that. He only wanted to protect me. "Hey sis we were supposed to go out today. Did you forget that already?" my brother entered my room. His teasing about my amnesia is driving me crazy. "I wish I could forget you again and never remember you" "Maybe you should love me more. It seems like the more you loved the person the harder is it for you to remember them" after that comment the room fell silent. I could see my brother regretted saying it. He has told me how much he liked Chan and how they were like brothers. The silence in the room was too hard so I decided to escape that situation "Alright. Let's go. I didn't forget that we had to go out".

We had so much fun in the city. We hadn't planned anything and did everything spontaneously. After few hours we went to a park. We were just walking around and eating ice cream when I spotted familiar face from afar. It was Chan. He didn't look good but he didn't seem doing bad either. Then my head started hurting a little. "Isn't that Chan. We should go say hello. Maybe you can still save your relationship" "I should apologise to him". We started walking towards him. My headache was growing at the same time. Before we could reach him my headache was unbearable "please let's stop walking. My head is killing me. I need to go home". My brother was looking at me and I could see panic in his eyes. At the same time Chan had seen us and walked up to us "Hey. I have missed you two. Y/n how is it going with your memories?" Chan said it with a happy voice but I could feel that he was hurt. I wanted to talk to him so I signalled with my eyes to my brother that I can hang in there a little longer. "Hey. I am happy to see you. I actually wanted to apologise..." and then I fell to the ground and fainted.

When I opened my eyes it was next morning. My head was still hurting a little. I really wanted water so I went downstairs. On my way to the kitchen I could hear my mother speaking "Please don't give up on her yet. You made her really happy. She will remember you" "I understand you but I have lost my hope. I have to move on". I entered the kitchen and saw my mother and Chan standing there. When I saw Chan's face I suddenly remember everything. How we first met, how we started dating, our life together. It was too much to take in all at once so I just stood there emotionless. Then I just turned around and went back to my room. I sat on my bed and started crying my eyes out. How could I ever hurt Chan like I had and is it even possible to fix it somehow? He said he had moved on (you heard it wrongly). It's over. I had the biggest mental breakdown I have ever had in my life. It lasted for hours.

The next day I tried to call him but he didn't answer. I tried to get in contact with him for two weeks but it was useless. Had he really moved on so quickly? I really started losing my hope but I didn't want to give up.

Then one day I saw Felix and I literally ran up to him and started explaining everything while I was crying. "Y/n calm down. I can't understand a word you are saying" "I remember Chan but I can't get in contact with him. I need to talk to him. Really. Please help me" "I will say to him to call you. Just please don't cry and calm down". The whole day every time my phone rang I jumped and were shaking thinking maybe it was Chan but it wasn't. By the evening I thought that he wouldn't call when suddenly my phone rang and I saw Chan's name there. I picked up. "Hey Chan. I.." he cut me off "Y/n Felix said that you really wanted to get in contact. I am busy so can you be straight forward" the coldness of his voice scared me. I couldn't tell him that I remember every detail of him and our relationship in phone. I wanted to tell in person. "Remember when I fainted in the park? I wanted to apologise and I still want but I want to do that in person" "I am busy. Can't you let it slide?" "No. Where are you I will come to you" "Fine. I am in my studio" "there is a park near by. Can you be there in 15 minutes?" "Yes". 

I took mu jacket and ran to the park. When I arrived I didn't see Chan anywhere. I were getting more and more anxious and then I saw him approaching. I ran to him and when I reached him I really needed a moment to catch my breath. "Don't waste too much of my time. It's been hard to write music lately and I am falling more and more behind". I watched into his eyes. I could see that he was hurting however much he tried to hide it. And then I just jumped on him and hugged him. He flinched "y/n what are you..." "I love you and I am sorry for not remembering you for so long and that I broke up with you and..." then I just started crying "I just really love you and I will never forget you again" I couldn't see his face because I had hid my face to his neck but I could fell his heartbeat getting stronger and faster. "You... you... remembered me... finally? When?" he stuttered "two weeks ago when you were talking to my mother" "you want to say that I could have gotten you back two weeks ago already?" "You were the one who didn't answer my calls" he then lifted my head to see my face and gave me the sweetest and softest kiss "I love you so much y/n but when are we going to move back to our apartment?"