being alone has different meanings.
being alone can be the feeling of emptiness
even when your in a good state
being alone can be drifting off mid conversation
but people know being alone as having no one
which is false.
being alone, has a word that connects like a puzzle.
lonely.
loneliness is a feeling of dwell, anger, bitterness, rage, and fondness.
its hidden, but it is there.
being lonely feels like humid air.
almost suffocating, yet you can live with it.
you will tell yourself it's nothing,
until your anger spills out and changes you.
until then it's just sadness.
but when it takes its place in your heart, locking it with a glass key, it brings numbness.
and little by little
you outgrow it.
and change takes you
and then your 'friends' you once had
don't want you.
