Unbearable pain

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She was sitting near the bridge and staring at the water blankly
Driver: ma'am we should go now
Heaven: No I will go by myself
I think you should go
Driver: No ma'am I will drop you home safely because when Elfen sir knows about this he will not spare my life
Heaven laughed sarcastically
Heaven: Listen I told you to go away okay I'm not in the mood for any argument, please
Driver:........
Safhoora: please leave me alone
Driver: But ma'am
Heaven: Look  I will call my friend okay don't worry he will pick me up, please
The driver went toward the car and left her alone

She was talking to the lake
Heaven:you know... what my fate did to me? I have nothing no one even I have a friend but I didn't tell him how can I tell him
(She was crying a mess) and you know what he yelled at me which make my heart bleed and my heart shattered into millions of pieces  I wonder how can he say those hurtful words so easily...I'm scared of this day that's why I didn't fall in love before. Now for the first time, I realized he hates me that much. Even when I told him that I will be with him no matter what but don't send me away. And look...............
He did from which I was scared the most, his honey-like voice was sounding like venom did he forget that I'm that girl whom he loved the most a....and h...he...She burst into tears.

After some time
She was in her deep thoughts and her tears streaming continuously
People say that love is not cursed but how? When someone conceives you too much that for him you are the only person at every turn of life. When he makes and feels very special to you that you fall in love with your own self and then the same person leaves your hand at the destination just for that after traveling the distance with you now he likes someone else or he changes his mind on the destination then after doing so much, he will leave you can this man be forgiven?
She was asking from herself
And then also answered herself
Safhoora: maybe someone has this much capacity but I will never forgive him because he took my life from me.

The worst feeling is the world is when you love and hate the same person.

Most people hurt her in every possible way but he hurt her the most because he betrays her he brings her on that way which leads to happiness but he leaves her hand on the destination which broke her beyond any limits. How far you will go to love someone? and how much can you endure for that person? but she knew it that somewhere he also wants to protect her she knew it that he doesn't want her in any trouble but she doesn't know about it that is why he sends her far away from himself? why? And this was the main reason for her that type of thoughts. She knows that he is not good at expressing his emotions but this question was eating her soul

"And those who changed their mind by putting habits, into persecution."

Heaven was in her thoughts when someone patted her shoulder she looked at the person and then again to the lake
Cason: heyyyy what are you doing here? are you okay? why are you crying?
He sat beside her and she was looking at him with a tired face her eyes were puffy and swollen red due to crying continuously. He wrapped his arms around her and hug her tightly
Cason: Something happened to you tell me Heaven?
He was also on the verge of crying because he had never seen her in this state before
Cason: Heavennnnn! what happened to you?
He look at her and patted her head gently in his embrace but she was not responding he was continuously calling her name but she was not moving a little bit when he lose his grip around her and look at her she was unconscious she fainted in his arms.
Cason: D...dear open your e...eyes...... OPEN YOUR EYES HEAVEN!!!!
He become panicked and took her to the car and headed toward the hospital
He was crying very badly 
He didn't know what happened to her
Doctor: Mr. doesn't be afraid!! Don't lose hope!!!! Stay strong!! We'll make her good again please don't cry Mr.!!!!
The doctor look at her and then shifted his gaze toward Cason
Cason: Doctor what happened to her? She is okay?
Doctor: No she is not her condition is very critical
Doctor:BTW call her family members I wanna discuss something with them
Cason: I'm also one of her family members tell me what is it?
Doctor: come with me

Doctor: look she takes too much stress I don't know why but her body is too much weak and her body can't pay for this much stress do you know about this what happened to her?
Cason: N..no
Doctor: okay but take care of her because her condition is not good.
The stress affects her brain too much I think she went through a lot maybe she had depression for a long time? It affected her mind badly
Cason: I...I will t...take care of her. can I meet her
Doctor: No I will tell you later
He leaves from there
He got up from there while wiping his tears he  was crying like a kid then he sat on the floor outside of the hospital
???: hello you can meet her now but she is unconscious

He entered the room and crying very bitterly he sat beside her. He can't take this side of her
Cason: Heaven please open your eyes please woke up look  I was also like this when you asked me to woke up I woke up right?
So why don't you listen to me as well
Why you don't wanna tell me what happened to you? Am I not your friend?
He was blabbering to her

Heaven p.o.v:
After some time I open my eyes the environment was different I  set on the bed immediately  my head ached to make me whined my breath hitched in my throat and my heart was beating so fast it was a totally unfamiliar environment which made me more terrified I look here and there when I saw a familiar figure it was  Cason who was sleeping on the chair when I saw him I feel a little easy his eyes were also swollen
"Did he cry?" I asked myself I was staring at his childish face the tears were dried on his chubby cheeks suddenly he opened his eyes

I give a smile to him. His face was blank which hurt me more I know that he will ask me a lot of questions. But he didn't he hold my hand and asked
Cason: how are you feeling now?
Heaven: I'm good and u?
He was staring at her blankly
Tears streaming from her eyes because she doesn't want to see him like this
Heaven: C....cason....i...I'm s...
Cason:  Excuse me
He left the room immediately

After some time the doctor came to the room and checked her
Doctor: We will discharge her but you should take care of her.
Cason: I will...
Cason brings her home both are quiet on the whole ride no one says anything

IN-HOME:
Grandma: Heaven where were you?
She didn't say anything and went to the room and lay down on the bed
She was staring at to roof blankly

Cason: Grandma leave her alone nothing happened to her she is worried about Skyler that's why
Grandma: ohhh okay

In evening
Grandma: Cason call her for the dinner please
Cason: No grandma I will eat with her in the room okay?
Grandma: As you wish

Cason: Heaven eat something, please
Safhoora: ok
Cason was putting the tray on the table near the bed while she was staring at him
Heaven: Cason
Cason: hmm
Heaven: Cason why are you so worried about me?
Cason: What type of question is this?
Heaven: yeah because I didn't tell you that what happened to me and still?
Cason: So? I'm not forcing you to tell me what happened to you don't tell me but I'm your friend and I will care for you no matter what
Heaven hugged him immediately  and confide him that Thanks for understanding her. She cried on his chest.
Cason: Don't cry I will be always with you
He was trying to comfort her
Then they both had their dinner.

In morning
Grandma: Heaven, Heaven...
Heaven: yes grandma what happens?
Grandma: I'm very happy you know what my son invite us there
Heaven: oh really she was jumping on the sofa
Heaven: yay...
Grandma: what are you doing?
Heaven: I'm very happy for both of you
Grandma gave her a warm hug
Grandma: But I will miss you a lot
Heaven: me too
Heaven: when will be your flight Grandma: tomorrow
Heaven: oh
Cason come into the room and asked
Cason: what's going on here?
Heaven: yeah Cason they are going to Australia
Cason: What!!! when?
Heaven: Tomorrow
Cason also hugged grandma and said
Cason: I will miss you, grandma
Grandma: I will miss you both but take care of her okay? Till she is here
Cason: okay I will.... One minute what do you mean?
???: Grandma
Grandma: I'm going okay I think smith is calling me
Cason: what does it mean Safhoora?
Heaven: umm......Cason...... A...actually...... Yaah  I'm going to America
Cason: what!! you didn't tell me?
Heaven give him an awkward smile
Cason: This is not fair when will be your flight?
He was now shouting
Heaven: Calm down Cason
I will go in four or five  days okay?
He was now a little bit relaxed
Cason: But....
Heaven: Enough Cason why are you acting like a child?
Cason: Ohhh really?
Heaven: yesh my little baby
Cason: Wait... What!!!! What did you say?
She showed him her tongue and ran from there and he was chuckling at her cuteness.

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