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There was definitely no doubt that you were blushing. He knew you were shy and it didn't seem to bother him. He was good at talking, about anything. He kept his words busy as he walked you to your house. It was magical to you watching his mouth move, and you smiled at his every word. Never did you get tired of hearing his voice. It rang through your ears and sounded sweeter to you than any song you'd ever heard. Your heart melted and you had to resist the urge to sigh every time he said your name. You responded with quiet nods as the one-sided conversation carried on the whole way to your house. The front door appeared before you sooner than you expected and much sooner than you wanted, but the smile remained on your face as you unlocked the front door, Finding comfort in the words that seemed meaningless but meant the world to you. You secretly loved this boy and you couldn't imagine a world where he wasn't by your side talking your ears off, just the way you wanted it. Your relationship with him had come a long way, from the first note he passed you to, eventually being able to talk with him over the phone..for hours..a task which had never been possible for you had it been anyone else. Talking on the phone for hours seems redundant to most, but it was definitely one of your favorite activities. Soul could talk to you face to face for hours but no one else would ever get this privilege. He was just about as quiet as you when he was with everyone else. While talking to him face to face still proves to be a little difficult for you, you always manage to get a few words out for him and never fail to acknowledge him with a smile. A smile that finds it's way to your face by habit now.
Friday is your favorite day of the week, because no matter what Soul spends it with you. All day long until Saturday morning he is all yours, and you wish desperately for one day it to stay that way. Not just Friday but everyday. You know that if he knew how you felt he would stay. You just know it. You know if you asked it of him he would never leave your side. Just telling him proves to be yet another task that involves forming words that you might have to physically speak to him and that wasn't something you felt completely up for yet, for some unknown reason. The scene had played out multiple times in your head, and yet, whenever you open your mouth to tell him anything all your words get lost.
The Friday routine had basically become second nature to you both, he came over, you made dinner, he talked while you ate, yo alternated picking movies, you slept, you awoke, he left, and you eagerly awaited the next one. This particular Friday you could tell Soul was exhausted, you don't know why exactly but he kept his consciousness enough to shoot you reassuring glances ever so often during the movie and not that you are complaining but you wish he would go to sleep, he looks absolutely terrible. "Soul.." your quiet voice rang through the room, lingering in his head. His eyes widened as this very rarely occurred. "What is it?" he asked you reluctantly as he knew that after you answered it would be a while before he heard your voice again. He didn't want that. He loved the way it sounded, the he felt when it hit him. Every word hit him like a heat wave, but also a snow ball. He slowly became addicted and needed to hear it. "Soul.." you repeated, making his body warm. "..I can tell you're sleepy.." you said quietly, avoiding his gaze, you hated not looking at him but you knew that if you looked at him your words wouldn't have existed. Though you weren't looking you felt his smile, "I'm ok, (Y/N)." You couldn't help but smile at the sound of your name once more falling from his lips. You wished desperately for it to be that easy for you. Desperate to see his smile that you knew was still on his face you looked at him. HIs ruby eyes half lidded as they stared back at yours. Instinct told you to look away, and blushing you tried to do so. Before your face could move a pair of soft hands that felt like heaven against your skin held your face gently. You could have moved your face easily but it was harder for you not to look at him. He felt the heat quickly rising to your face, and he hated making you feel uncomfortable, but he had a taste of heaven in hearing your voice tonight and he needed more. "(Y/N)..." he said "..please..can you say my name again?.." The pleading look in his eyes made it impossible for you to refuse. A difficult task indeed. You opened your mouth, your shining eyes looking over every detail of his desperate face. You tried. So hard you tried to say it for him, to give him what he wanted for a change..but this seemed much easier..you closed your eyes as a tear fell and you brought your lips to his in a slow passion filled kiss. Tears were slowly falling from your eyes and you were very unsure of the source. You were either disappointed in yourself for not being able to say one word for him, or extremely happy that he kissed you back. HIs hands pulling you closer. his lips that you watched so many times before moving so perfectly against yours making your whole body heat up. Your hands found their way around his neck and hating the fact that you were human you pulled away slowly, your breathing heavy. You hesitated in opening your eyes as you knew you would have to avoid looking at him, but when your eyes opened and the tiniest glimpse of that angel's face appeared you couldn't bring yourself to look away. The biggest smile ever witnessed appeared on your face and a small laugh escaped you as you stared at him and realized not only that you didn't want to look away, but you couldn't. You couldn't bear not to stare at him for another second, and now you couldn't bear not to touch him. "Soul.." you said in a breathy tone still smiling at him. His hands softly caressing your face an equally bright smile plastered on him. "(Y/N.." he whispered to you, his eyes falling closed as he leaned into you once again. This new found ecstasy immediately enveloping him in bliss he only ever dreamed about. Your hands working as if they had a mind of their own and all fears released from your mind you realized all you needed in your life was his touch. Just the mere feel of his skin on yours was enough to make you feel secure and you lusted for the contact. His hands trailed your body and the more he discovered the less you worried. Layer after layer of clothing left your bodies and the feeling of his skin on yours was enough to send you into a panting mess. The way his lips felt against your skin when he kissed your neck was enough to let the pleasure filled moans seep through your lips and dance through his ears. He brought his kisses lower and in a desperate attempt to hear more of the beautiful noises you made. His kisses made it to your stomach right around your belly button before you gave in, "Soul.." you whispered with a moan mixed in, "..please.." you said to him, the hatred you had towards the sound of your own voice long gone. His lust filled eyes kept their gaze on your half-lidded ones as he slowly nodded, removing the last article of clothing covering either of you.
His fingers danced over your thighs, across your hips and over nipples as he felt the need to memorize every inch of your body both physically and mentally. Feeling as though he would never get another chance, though knowing full well he would. He captured your lips in another kiss as he gently lifted your thighs. Your moans no longer new to him, but still made him feel so good. A feeling he hoped he'd never get enough of. The pain you felt as he slowly pushed inside you brought tears to your eyes and while he kissed you he wiped them with his thumb. Even the pain you felt felt good when it was from him. His level of lust for you was so high now, it was nearly impossible for him to wait for you to adjust. He wasted no time when felt your hips buck upward into him, and quickly began his thrusts. Noises erupted from your chest that neither of you knew were really possible and to him it was the most beautiful thing he ever heard. He realized at that moment he lived to make you make those sounds for him, and no one else, for ever. His body, by instinct, picked up speed as his mind was stuck in it's state of realization. He realized he would never leave your side, that the only thing he wanted from life was to hear your voice, to hear your pleasure noises, to be the cause of any sound your mouth produces. A low groan escaped him as your moans turned into screams. His hands held tight to your hips and your hands held tight to the blanket you lay on. Low groans escaped him now bringing you oh so close to your edge. The noises he made you wanted to keep bottled away and you wanted to have them to replay whenever you wanted, the sounds of each other's moans drew you each closer and closer until his thrusts lost their timing and his moans gradually grew louder. The final thrust sent you into a state of pleasure paralysis as your orgasm echoed throughout the room. You screamed his name bringing him over his edge. His lips captured yours one final time as he released. You kissed him back through muffled moans and short breaths. Those beautiful smiles plastered on each faces once more. The only sound in the room the sounds of your gasping for air.
Once you were both calm you looked deeply into each others eyes, seeing you reflections in each. A sight you knew would never grow old and as long as the smallest feel of his skin was on yours you could tell him what ever he wanted to hear and at that particular moment it was "Soul.." an unspoken 'I love you.'
"I love you, (Y/N).." he whispered back to you "..please say my name again.." .
A/N: Hey guys!:D I tried to take kind of a different approach on this one, so let me know what you think!!:D It was 2am when I finished this, so, please be lenient with the spelling mistakes-.- . I just want to thank for requesting this and I really hope you enjoyed it! Also, sorry for once again taking so long to update;-; Well,..wow this A/N really sucks..hm..Thanks for reading and not giving up on me guys! I promise the book is not ending anytime soon! Love you!
