Confidences Love #URBAN

Chapter 1

My eyes fluttered open as the sun shined on my face. I groaned and crawled out of bed. I looked at myself in the mirror. "I need to fix this hot ass mess." I did all my usual morning stuff and got dressed. I put on my jumbo Biggie Smalls t-shirt and my light washed pre ripped jeans. I then slipped on my black gamma 11's which matched my shirt and put my hair in a high bun.

"Hey ma!" I said hugging her from behind when I got downstairs. "Hey Confidence, where yo brother." "Ion know ma he slow n you know that." "Aint that the truth." she said sternly shaking her head.

My momma did not look a day over 25. I swear somebody could mistake her for a teenager but she's 36. She has long dark brown curly hair, full lips and hips, and cocoa brown skin like beyonce.

My brother rushed downstairs. "Ayy my baby sis lookin fresh and yo shoe game A1!" he said kissing my mom on the cheek. "Hey mama sorry I'm so slow." "Mmhmm" she replied. "Thanks big bro same to you." "Ready to leave?" he said grabbing his keys. "Duh!" i said following him out to his car.

When we arrived to school, I got out of his car and went inside.

When i went to where my friends were, they were all chatting about stuff and saw me. "Hey girl love yo Biggie Smalls shirt yasss bitch yasss!" my friend Jasmine said as soon as she looked at my outfit.

Jasmine is my main hoe and she will stay by your side forever. She pretty too. She looks exactly like Jhene Aiko and can dress.

I laughed. "Wassup yall!" I said greeting my friends. "Nun girl just the usual. Jermaine aint textin me back but its cool I got his lil ass." my other friend Imani said while scrolling through her phone. "I swear Imani you dont play." "Yup I sho dont."

Imani is my other close friend but not as close as Jasmine. Imani is a straight foward girl and dont like to mess around when it comes to relationships. She's pretty though and looks like Gabrielle Union.

My other friend, Alexis, laughed. "You not gon break up wit him are you?" "Nah. Well, ion really know yall know I'm bipolar." Imani replied. We all laughed.

My last friend is Alexis. Alexis can sing and dance. She got ALOT of talent and looks like Megan Good with long hair.

I felt arms around my waist and turned around to see my boyfriend, Trey. "Hey baby" i said pulling his face in for a kiss. "Woah yall gon have to take that somewhere else, or get a room some like that." Jasmine said laughing. We pulled away from each other.

"Girl you know we aint gon do that until we at least married." Trey kissed his teeth. "Really? We gon wait that long? What if we dont get married." "Whats the point of getting together if we just gonna hook up and that's it?" I said. "Bae calm down its okay! I'm sorry for saying that." "Yeah whateva."

I'm a virgin and plan on stayin that way until I'm at least married. I know whatchu thinkin, she a goody goody. But no I'm just not trynna do that right now.

The bell rang and we all went to class.

School was finally over and my girls, Trey and their boyfriends, and I decided to all go to eat out. We had decided on The Cheesecake Factory since all of our men had saved up some money.

"Hey can I get the steak with a side of fries?" Jasmine's boyfriend, Brandon asked the waiter. "Okay." the waiter replied scribbling his order down on a notepad. I was the last one to order. "Can I get the chicken fingers with a side of fries?" "Alrighty! It will be about 30 minutes until your food is ready." the waiter said walking away.

We all talked and laughed while eating and it was time for us to go home so we were in the parking lot.

"Bye yall!" Alexis called out walking of with her boyfriend. "Bye lets go Jermaine." Imani said pulling him to his car. "Well I'll see you later girl." Jasmine said. "Bye girl I'll hit you up tonight." "K bye!" Jasmine and her boyfriend went to his car and drove off.

I got in Trey's car and so did he. We pulled off. "I had fun tonight bae." I said. "Yeah me too." Trey replied. We then passed my street. "Where we goin?" I asked. "Somewhere. I needa make a stop. It wont take but a minute." "Okay but hurry up my momma be worryin and blowin up my phone whenever I'm not back on time."

We pulled into his driveway. "Why we at your house?" "You'll see." he said getting out of the car and walking inside and I followed. His parent's cars werent here. "Hey your mom gone?" "Yeah." he said. When we got inside he took of his coat and I took off mine. He walked up to me and pressed his lips harshfully against mine.

I pulled away from the kiss. "Bae what's going on?" He shook his head and pushed me hard on the couch. "Ouch that hurt actually." He didnt say anything and pulled of his shirt. "Hey what the hell is goin on?" I demanded. He tried pulling my shirt off but I pushed him away. "Stop!" I shouted. He was still silent and this time, forced my all my clothes off until all i had on was my bra and underwear.

I then started to realize what he was doing to me. He came closer. "HELP!!" I screamed. "HELP!!!" I screamed again. He tried to touch me but I kicked him away. He ran to me and I quickly picked up the remote and threw it at his head. He looked angry. He came up to me and slapped me so hard that it was stinging. He tried to continue to rape me but I picked up a vase that was near me, and slammed it on his head. He fell to the ground and I picked up my clothes and ran out the door. From there, I put on my clothes behind some bushes and ran home as fast as I could.