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Kimberly's pov:
It had been a few weeks sense the sleepover at ashe's and everything had been going good until.... that night happened it still haunts me to this day . It was a Monday night I was getting ready for bed and my dad was already asleep my mom and been drinking so I stayed away from her. Right as I was about to go to bed I heard my mom yelling when I went to go see what was wrong I saw she was yelling at my sister Abby. She looked kinda scared . I decided to walk over there and help her, what's the worst that could happen ....... oh how wrong I was one thing led to another and the next thing I knew was I was keeping my sister away from my mom . " you WILL respect me in this house I am your MOTHER " she shouted at me. I was keeping her at bay at the door to my room while my sister was somewhere behind crying from all the arguing that was going on." Respect is earned not given ma now go you have clearly been drinking you are not in the right mind . She ignored what I said and continued on the arguing felt like hours for me. " don't make me hit you kimberly "she reached for my jaw but I slapped her hand away. "What do you mean hit me I have done nothing wrong you are the one causing all this " please stop fighting!!" I hear my sister cry In the background I look over at her and she has tears in her eyes ,her face red and puffy from crying . Before I could speak my mom started yelling nonsense again to the point she grabbed my neck slapped me leaving a red hand mark I felt like crying ." You will respect me I am your mother ".I tightened my fist I didn't wa t to lose control of my self it would end up a bloody mess and my sister was already scared . If I wasn't here it could have been her . I looked my mom in the eye got close to her face and told her" you stopped being my mother the day you started acting like a whiney toddler Intead of a mother , the only thing we Share is DNA . " she laughed a little "oh kimberly you are just like me" this made me mad but nit to the point I would lose my cool ." I am nothing like you and never will be I refuse to be ". Eventually things calmed down my mom went to bed I calmed my sister down got her to bed and after I checked everyone was asleep , I went outside sat down and started crying . I was having a panic attack along with anxiety eating me up . Why ,why did I say that why did I tell her , I was hoping even went as far as praying to whoever that she didn't remeber . After all I didn admit I whish I committed suicide .....
Flashback
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"I should have just committed to suicide all those years ago then we wouldn't be in this predicament " she looked stunned for a moment, and I felt scared why did I say that I didn't mean to . Then she looked angry again and started yelling again .
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Flashback over
Hey everyone that decided to read this book I decided I will do slow updates 🙂 hope you enjoyed
