My secret therapist

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TRIGGER WARNING. MENTION OF DRUG ABUSE, ACHOLIC AND THINGS OF THAT NATURE

And also this is not proof read .. so .. enjoy my autocorrect mistakes

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Maisly ravera

I woke up instantly missing him but I need to rest my body , hopefully he will stop by to see me before he goes to work .. I wanna see him.. really bad

My thoughts got knocked away when my brother slowly entered my room. "Sorry I knocked but you didn't answer.." he says while holding stuff behind my back.

"I got you some of your favorite food and he sent some flowers for you , he had a emergency at work.." he says showing a grilled cheese and some chicken noodle soup

"Thanks.. really.. but im not hungry . I will eat it later okay" I say trying to give him a small smile but his face frowns .

"No, you need to eat, Im not sure when you ate but please eat .. " he says sitting on my bed. My niece soon runs in with another rose that was white with gold sprinkles at the top.

"Look! its chocolate , can I have some please ?" my niece asked and I nodded. I smile a little with him knowing that my favorite candy is chocolate

"Leila your aunt won't eat can you please tell her to eat ?" my brother said knowing I don't tell her no. I mugged him with annoyances and grabbed the plate from his hand before she could say anything .

"She's eating dada" she says then walks out skipping away. "Love you eat up " he said after he kisses my forehead and walks out .

I sigh then sit up scooting the bed table closer to me as I ate slowly while watching SpongeBob. My phone rings and I look at it seeing neveah name

I answer and I hear her sobs as I try to speak. "Thank god your okay.. I can't live without you. He needs to go away he's always ruining thing .." she spits out

"Hey hey.. I know .. im okay I promise. Im just resting." I say and I can practically hear her smile. We began talking about each other until she had to go to work and hang up.

I was hoping to hear from him soon but it was now rolling on 3pm and he usually gets off at 5 these days.. not until I saw him walk through my doors

"Hey beautiful.. sorry I didn't come sooner, and hoped you liked the roses . I saw the little one chewing on the edible one " he chuckled sitting beside me

I get up to full blown hugs him tightly. "Missed me that much" he chuckled as his hand inched down towards my ass

I grabbed them and moved them back up to my hips. "What's up talk to me" he says in my ear from the position I was hugging him. "Thank you... sooo much.. literally for everything.. you saved my life.. you got me in a better place. I was able to full blown vent to you without regretting it ... you helped me so much .. mentally and physically and I was just your little stupid client .. " I say crying into his neck as he held me firmly .

"im glad I met you.. im glad I got to enjoy the real you than the one who feels locked up. Im glad I was there to help you with your issue.. you don't even understand ... getting you made a huge turn in my life.. you saved me too Maisley.. and you don't even know it.." he says as I straddled his but I pulled my head from his neck realizing what he said ..

I held his face between my two hands as tears formed into his eyes .. sad ones that showed shit of emotion.

"Wha.? What are you saying Amir..?" I asked while rubbing his cheek. "Maisley .. I was a heavy drinker and right before I met you I was about to turn to drugs too.. I still have them and every time I see them it reminds me of how god made a different path as a second chance .. I was going through a hard time with the loss of my sister which was before I found out she was alive and of I would have did those drugs while drinking heavy on top of it .. I wouldn't be holding you right now.. " He says as tears fell down his face.. it broke my heart seeing him cry.. its like I knew him for a year when I met him months ago..

"Im glad I met you.. im glad I pulled you away from your struggle because you don't deserve this.. your job is helping people.. god knew that you had potential in you love.. Ive also here if you need to talk.. Im here Amir.. I always will be.. You helped me and I helped you.." I say wiping his tears as I seen them fall.

He looks into my eyes without saying anything just looking as if in he's thinking or maybe just admiring me.. maybe both ? My thought was soon ruined when he pulled me by my face making him fall on his back while I was on top of him as he began to kiss me and of course I kissed back

I kissed back with lust until I felt him smile again the kiss which made me confused. He then let out a deep chuckle and said "Your throbbing again my leg which im really enjoying right now" and I blushed like I never have before. His hands inch down to my ass as I rise and just sat on him

"Oh my gosh don't say that" I say as I hit his chest and covered my face with my hoodie sleeves. "What you hiding for, I said I enjoy it ." he laughed again as he moved my hands away from my face as I seen him licking his lips.

"Your adorable" he laughs and sits back up holding me from my lower back. "I want to take you out one day.. A day where you can enjoy yourself and not worry about anything but me and you okay?" he says and I smile and nod my head

"Do you have to go back to work ?" I asked and he shook his head no with a gun on his face as he repeatedly kissed my cheek

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