jealousy. | soonhoon

five times.

one.

jihoon sat down on his seat, talking to every carat whom attended the fan meeting event. he sure enjoyed talking to each and every one of them but, something made his feelings turn.

he could hear from the side, soonyoung, his boyfriend flirting with one of their fans.

it made him annoyed, and slightly jealous.

he couldn't nudge or pinch his boyfriend because he was a seat away from him, jun being in between them since the order of their seating arrangement is by age order.

he inhaled, putting on his best smile as he faces the fan infront of his desk.

he tried to drown out the giggles of the fangirl from his boyfriend's shameless flirting, he knew it was only for fan service and their relationship is hidden anyways. they're idols, they have a career to prioritize rather than their lifestyle.

either way, he was couldn't help but listen to every conversation his boyfriend had with their fans. he was having difficulty in focusing to the carats in front of him, he secretly wished that this fan meeting would end.

two.

jihoon and their other members waited for their one by one photoshoot. the other members talked or just watched whenever it's one of their members' turn.

then came soonyoung's turn. all of their members yelled or cheered, being his hypemen.

jihoon's attention suddenly went directly to him.

he couldn't help but inhale sharply as he sees his boyfriend in a croptop, it perfectly showed a good sight of his abdomen. he was the only one who was supposed to see it, therefore, touch him.

he stared intently as the makeup artist added a bit of oil, and makeup touches on his boyfriend, sure the face was alright of course, but his abs? no way.

"YOU LOOK SO HOT, HYUNG!"

"LIFT UP YOUR ARMS MORE!"

jihoon just ignored the constant cheering of their members, sighing.

three.

seventeen had done a great job at promoting their new album, their manager decided that they should take a break.

of course, taking this chance, seungcheol and jeonghan decided it was best to go to the beach.

most of them cheered, but the other half was more of them would prefer indoors. and one of those people is jihoon, he isn't really am outdoor person, he's rather just stay in his studio; composing music or back in their apartment; cuddling with his boyfriend.

but since it was their two eldest's choice, they have to go and bear with it.

as they finally reached their destination, and also checked in the hotel, all of them went straight to the beach after preparing.

jihoon, vernon and wonwoo just sat by the sides, under the shade.

jihoon watched the others, wonwoo was reading, and vernon was asleep.

suddenly, soonyoung approached jihoon. "babe, let's go get ice cream!" he gave him a bright smile, as he took out his hand for jihoon to hold.

jihoon stared at his boyfriend, earlier he was wearing a t-shirt, but suddenly, he's shirtless. jihoon blushed, averting his eyes. soonyoung just laughs, "you can stare at it all you want, ji. but right now, i need ice cream." he held jihoon's waist, leading them to the ice cream stand just nearby.

as they went in line, jihoon immediately noticed the two girls in front of them, looking at his boyfriend. they kept looking back at him, even if it was their turn. jihoon rolled his eyes, couldn't they tell that this man is taken? he's already holding his waist for hell's sake! but then he remembers, their relationship hasn't been announced to public yet.

jihoon pouted, and just hugged bandmate in order to cover his body, making soonyoung chuckle, kissing his the top of his head.

no one would notice they're dating, right? seventeen is quite shameless in terms of skinship with one another.

jihoon felt a bit of victory when he heard the two girls scoff.

four.

it was their day off, no performances, no work. jihoon and his boyfriend decided to just spend the day together, binge watching jihoon's anime list.

there they sat on the couch, cuddling.

each episode made jihoon amused, especially when the scenes are action or thriller.

soonyoung couldn't help but pepper his boyfriend with kisses as he watches his reactions, "babe you're so cute." he mumbles between kisses, making jihoon smile as he lays his head on the other's shoulder, eyes glued to the screen.

it was going well until there's this one particular scene, the female characters were shown in the locker room.

jihoon knew what was about to be shown, immediately, he sat on his boyfriend's lap whilst facing him, hugging his head to his chest.

he hears soonyoung chuckle, "baby, i can't see the show." he says through jihoon's chest, muffled. jihoon hit his head softly, "shut up, it's not an important scene anyway. " he turned his head back to the television, still holding soonyoung in place.

he cringed, seeing the male protagonist and other male characters try to peek at the women changing. perverts. jihoon thinks, slightly annoyed.

five.

it was the day of filming "hypereallism" on their series, "going seventeen." their group decided to go all out,

party.

play.

and drink.

it's not everyday they get to experience this, so they're glad they had the opportunity to do this even on camera.

though, even from the first time they ate before they got to their destination, soonyoung already was drunk at the time. making jihoon a bit worried, he know how his boyfriend could be whenever he's drunk. he's not very.. strong on it.

as they ate, everyone raised their glasses, cheering as they drunk at the same time.

jihoon didn't drink much actually, he didn't really like it.

as he finished his meal, he couldn't help but take a glance at soonyoung, making sure he's okay.

he froze as he sees his soonyoung, being all touchy with seokmin, his bandmate. it wasn't uncommon that soonyoung is clingy with literally anyone of their members but this time, he's drunk and probably isn't aware.

jihoon tried to keep himself calm, knowing that, in this group, skinship is a part of their dynamic. even kissing counts. they always do it anyways, but he just really wished he took seokmin's place right now. he watched as soonyoung place a kiss on seokmin, near his lips, giggling.

everyone knows those two are close, and that everything they do is platonic.

but somehow,

it made jihoon jealous.