Across the stars (BL)

Scandal

My hands are trembling.
On the big screen of my tv are showing the news and my face is the main story.
I look at the big bold red letters that are saying "big celebrity in the K Pop  is discovered as omega!", "K pop celebrity rising trough sex favours", "Sluty omega forcing himself to Sully 's fiancé...
What is this?
Tears are falling on my face and i barely can breath from the shock. I  didnt do any of this, how this happened to me?
I changed the channel and on ktv news i see Ju Zheng' s face. He is giving a interview and next to him is Sully, the girl i once considered a friend  in pop industry.
I push the volume button so i could hear what he is saying....
"Ju Zheng are you here to reveal Xu Kai's true nature or to reveal your engagement?"
" Im here to do the right thing.I am here to show you the true face and Kai, the idol you all love. "
"Do you have evidence?"
"Yes i do. Xu Kai is not who you thought he is. He is an omega that uses his feromones to seduce producers and important peoples in giving him roles and to be promoted."
"Did you were victim of his feromons?"
"I am a victime and luckily I have escape from that prison thanks of my true love Sully."
"What are you going to do now that you revealed the big secret? Are you going to file a complain?"
"Yes. I will. A freak like Xu Kai should not be a influencer, he could corupt and seduce another victim."
"Thank you Ju Zheng. We will come soon to present the evidence of Xu Kai's scandal. For now we will present the opinion of population about omegas.
" Ive heard about omegas but i really dont understand how could it be possible? Xu kai is an omega? That could explain how he became famous so fast....."
"Omegas are freaks. In this world there are too many women and to few men and now omegas come and they seduce the men with feromons?"
"God will punish the sinners."

As the news continues on the big screen, i hear nothing. The only person i trusted with my heart is on tv talking about something he should not know. I thought he loves me..., yesterday morning we parted after  he declared that he loves me and he will confront everything to be with me.

All lies..... But how did he know? I never told him that i am an omega. The only person that knows is my doctor and everytime i had my estrus i took a sick leave and i took strong medicine to stop the heat in my body.
Even though i love Ju Zheng i never told him that i am an omega.
I rise from my seat and i go next the liquor bottle and i pour 50 ml of whisky and i drink it like water. I feel how the alcohol is burning my tongue and my throat but i  feel the taste of my tears. WHY?
Why was i born this way?
From 8 billion people on the planet why i had to be an omega?
I look at the bottle and i pour myself another glass until its nothing left.
Ive drunk all the liquor but the pain and the betrayal cant be covered by booze.
I am in my apartment listening to the news and i hear how paparazzi are outside my door asking for an interview.

Im i a freak?

Why i was born this way?