SORRY I VENTED ABD IT WAS OBER SOMETHING REALLY STUPID YOU DINT HAVE TO REAS THIS
WHAT DO YOU DO IF YOURE PAINTING AND EVERYONE IS SAYING ITS PRETTY THEN YOUR DAD IS LIKE IM GOING TO PUT THAT IN MY CAR ABD THEN YOU GET HAPPY BUT THEN YOU MESS IT UP AND START CRYIBG AND PANICKING SILENTLY AND YOUR FAMILY IS IN YHE OTHER ROOM MINDING THEIR BUSINESS THEN ONE OF THEM SOOTS YOU AND PRESSURES YOU INTO TELLING THEM WHATS WRONG AND THEN YOU DO AND YOUR MOM IS LIKE DONT CRY OVER ITS IF YOU SAY ITS STUPID AND YOURE LIKE BUT I CANT FUX I DINT KNOW WHAT TO DO ABD THEN YOY TRY TO GO UPSTAIRS BUT SHE WONT LET YOY ABD TELLS YOU TO STOP AND THIS IS THE REASON THAT WHENEVER SHE SAYS UOU CAN TELL HER ANYTJING YOU DONT BELIEVE HER ANDSHUT EVERYONE THEN PROCEED TO BOTTLE UP EVERYTHING ABD CRY TO YOURSELF AND END UP WITH MAYBE SOCIAL THEN YOUR DAD COMEA IN YOUR ROOM AND MAKES YOU FEEL WORSW ABOUT YOURSELF AND BASICALLY IS SAYING YOURE STUPID AND SHUT UP OR ELSE IM MAKING YOU GO TO YOUR SISTERS ROOM SO TOP CRYING AND GET OVER IT AND UOUR MOM IS RUGHT AND THEN OROCEEDS TO TELL YOU THAT YOU NEED TO CLEAN YOUR ROOM THAT LOOKS LIKE TH GREAT DEPRESSION HIT IT AND NOW YOURE WALKING AROUND THE HOUSE HOLDING A BANDANNA TO YOUR MOUTH AND NOSE SO YOU DINT SOB
ASKING FOR A FRIEND
here's the painting I know it's dumb but people had high hopes for me and now I feel stupid and my shattered ego is getting to me again also I really love art so this hurts me a lot I'm sorry I just feel very dumb and sorry for being a burden and rambling I'm not looking for pity so you don't have to comment anything or even read this and I just went to go try to fix it so I'm very sorry and stupid for having a break down over something this immature and silly
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