summer love

chapter 2.

him.

the beach wasn't the place i thought i would be sitting down at. after all i'm a singer meant to entertain people, but this time i wanted to be normal i wanted a break. i needed to get away from everything just for a summer.

(right before)

i have had a lot of relationships but this one was different, she was different she was apart of the road crew, a "roadie". something about her just kept alluring me in. but if anyone knew about us the slander and hate would begin.
   "liam you know better." jackson said. jackson and luke have been my best friends for as long as i could remember. "like come on, you know how much slander you can get from this". i know jackson is just looking out for me but i wish he would fuck off sometimes. "yeah i know but i really like her." i said while looking at him, he could tell i was being sincere but the look on his face told me he was disappointed in me. not long after she walked in the bus with a letter. she handed me it and i opened it to find that she was quiting. i looked up "christian i'm quiting." she said, she had a serious look on her face. "wait why? i thought you loved this, us.." her eyes looked dark like there wasn't any feeling in her anymore after i said that. "no christian there was no us. i have slept with guys while we have been on tour, you just got attached." when she said that my heart sunk. "wow" is all i could say. i grabbed her bags and threw them outside of the tour bus. "go ahead leave. but don't come back." she looked scared and finally i could see a sense of guilt plastered on her face. "christian i'm sorry." i shook my head, why did she think that i would believe she was sorry after what she said. "i can't believe i wasted 3 years on you." after i said that she walked out when i say it was hard the fist few months that would be an understatement.

(now)

here i am sitting in a beach looking at the stars on the day that would've been our 5 year anniversary, she tried to call and text but i never answered it was until a year ago when she stopped. no contact, no calls, no texts, no letters, they were all just a memory now. the moon was bright and the stars reflected off the ocean water. i couldn't tell just then that the girl who was down for just a good time, no strings attached was right behind me.