My secrets

chapter one**

"Tina get your ass down here now!" my dad yelled after slamming the front door. I could feel dread filling my body as i got up and draged myself down to meet the monster i live with. "yes father" i whisper trying to hide the evident fear in my voice.

"You forgot to cook me my fucking supper. I bust my ass all day and this is how I get treated? You ungrateful bitch, you don't deserve to be living in my fucking house." he yelled slowly finding his way closer and closer to me with each word.

"I am sorry sir, mother said she would cook tonight." I mumbled. Next thing i heard was a glass bottle breaking and i felt rough hands grab my neck cutting off my airflow.

"Your whore of a mother will not do shit. You will cook our damn dinner, and since you thought you could get away without cooking you won't eat shit tonight." he screamed squeasing my throat even harder then he threw me to the stove.

"There now cook my dinner you little slut." he growled and threw bits of broken glass at me. "then clean up this fucking mess you caused." he then stormed off leaving me alone in the kitchen bleeding and trying to catch my breath.

 

After I managed to cook something I felt a presence behind me. "Bitch, your father is wanting to know if dinner is done." my mother hisssed making me cower. I turn and look into her cold black eyes, "yes ma'am, I did finish.

Would you like me to set yours and his food on the table?" I asked backing closer to the stove trying to get some distance between us.

"Yes, now before you go to your room your father has invited some friends over. Meaning you will have to go change and entertain them." my mother smirks and hands me dark blue lingerie.

"Don't forget to make them give you their money, or your father will punish you." she warns then walks off to tell my father that food is done. I grab the skanky outfit and rush to the bathroom holding back tears.

Once I put on the outfit I look at myself in the mirror and wonder what I ever did wrong. I've always been good, and listened to them. I huff then push my emotions to the side so I can get through another night.

"Tina, are you done yet?" my father yells from the other side of the door. I glance at the door then back at myself. "Almost father." I reply then take my long brown hair out of its bun. "Good, don't take to much time, it is not like an ugly skank like you can look pretty anyways.Just make sure you put on makeup otherwise our clients would run for the hills." He says then I hear retreating footsteps.

I sigh and lock my fathers words up in my mind while I put on eyeliner to make my light green eyes pop. After i put on some foundation i look at my face, touching my cheek wondering how my own father can call me ugly.

"You fucking bitch! i just lost one client because you are so God damn slow! Hurry the fuck up before i loose more and will have to punish you!" he screams and again, i hear breaking glass on the other side of the door.

"Look what you fucking did! You made me break my fucking vodca bottle! Now after you finish your job i will punish you!!!" he growls deadly then stomps off. I hang my head and open the door and slowly walk down to the basement.

"Look the slut is finally here guys!" my mother announces while she herself is all dolled up in her own outfit. "Good now we can get started. Tina you will go with Brett, and my lovely wife will go with Benjamin." my father says happily collecting money from both men.

I look at Benjamin and thank God that i didnt have him. He looked to be in his 70s and i knew he would have hurt me, of ccourse i only knew that from past experiences i have had with him. I then turn to Brett and take him in.

He seems to be in his early 20s, but he also looked like a guy that would have no problem beating and abusing his own mother. "Hey baby, lets go to the mattress over in the corner" he purrs making me want to barf, but instead I smile and grab his hand leading the way.

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After four other guys my father told me that i was done for tonight, but that i still had his punishment. Therefore i had to go sit in his room until he could kick out the other men.

"And take a shower before you put your skanky ass on my bed" he yelled while i made my way upstairs. After i make it to his room i peal the gross outfit off of me and throw it in the corner. Walking to the master bathroom I can't help but wonder what my punishment will be. The worst he has ever done is force me to give him a blowjob, then beat me until I was knocked uncouncious for a week.

I finally got into the shower and scrubed my skin until it was raw, trying to get the dirty feeling off of me. Of course it didn't, I don't think it ever will. Reaching for the shampoo I feel someones hand grab my ass.

I jump and quickly turn around to see my dad outside the shower. "Now time for your punishment you whore." he smiles and and pulls me out of the shower and drags me to his bed. "Lay, and spread your legs" he commanded while i stare at him in shock. Even though my dad may be a bastard he has never done this before.

"Wouldn't mother be upset to see you having sex with your daughter?" i ask hopeing and praying that with saying that he will change his mind. "Fuck no, I see her every night with my clients, so now it is my turn" he growls forcing my legs open. I scream and try to get lose but my father had to much of a good grip on me.

Just then i felt something sharp prick my arm, i turn to see my mother giving me a shot with some sort of liquid inside. All of a sudden i couldn't move, I could still see hear and make small noices but i don't think i could do anything else. "Thanks baby, she just wouldnt take her punishment willingly." my father loveingly says to my mother.

Just as my mother was leaving i saw my father pull down his pants and shove his dick into me causing pain to erupt into me. He then roughly started thrusting and moaning while i silently cried. "Damn, oh fuck, moan for me, Tina moan for me." father breathlessly moaned. Instead i wimpered which didn't seem to make my father happy.

"Moan for me now you damn bitch, i want to fucking feel you orgasm" he then yelled thrusting in deeper. i gave a small moan and began to fake an orgasm trying to get this horrible experience over.

"Oh God, louder, oh!" he yelled and began to go faster and deeper. Finally he climaxed realising into me. He pulled out and gave me a forceful kiss chomping down on my lip making me cry out in pain.

"There, now that you got your punishment out of the way, go to your room. I don't want to see you out until tomorrow, oh and you will not be going to school since you have a couple bruises" he commanded then pushed me out of bed only to have my mom come in and climb in while pulling off her clothes.

"Oh and Tina, tomorrow dont slip up or you can expect the same punishment only with your mother." he warned then began to fuck my mom.

I made my way to the bathroom so i could do something that i had been wanting to do all night. After i locked the door i grabed my favorite razor and began slicing my delicate skin making blood poor from the wound. Feeling the sence of satisfaction i crave I begin to cut deeper and slower wanting to feel the pain.

I sink to the floor finally letting down my walls and start to cry my eyes out. Hopeing one day i will build up the courage to end it all with one swipe.

 

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